** FRuITfUl dAYs**

I am been spending fruitful days for the past few week, mainly working at Big Boyz Toyz, training for my dance, having my dance examiniation, dance performances and not forgetting about celebrating my birthday!! hee!! Really busy but really well-spent!


I was working at the Big Boyz Toyz exhibition can Expo, pay is rather good, $10 dollar per hour. The experience is really fresh as I have to dress up as an angle, gee *stop luffing you!!* while my friends has to dress up as cowgirl, devil, cheerleader and nurse respectively, mainly characters that guy fantasy about. Expo is damn cold and so many of us fall sick, now getting better le hopefully. Anyway, if you dress up like this and walk aroung the IT exhibition to give out flyer, so many phtotgrapher will come and ask to take photos of you, it is so weird!! I even has people giving me cards of modelling agency and ask me to be model, but HELLO, I am like 160cm only?? hee... Some photos:

The gers without me~!

mE and sham

Dance has been super busy. I have been training like mad in preparation for my CHinese Dance grade examination, which took place at 24th November. A big burden seem to be off my shoulder once I had finish it, now what left is the result le. But news don't seem so well, apperently, my instructor has already got our grade and she mentioned that the examiner has super high expectation on my grade as it is the last grade of the CHinese Dance grades. Oh well, think I will not hold too high a hope to obtain good grade! =P On the other hand, school dance is fun, we just had a performance in school in view of hosting the Japanese students that came our school and that are all so cute. The guys and gers are simly so warm heatening, they are so not shy and kept asking the dance people to take photos with them, so kawaii!!!! Now the next upcoming performance will be the open house performance and it is also going to be the third years last performer in school yet.. so hmm, suddenly feel so sad!

SOme photo of us and the Jap students!!

My birthday was spent working in the morning and the afternoon, but I really want to thanks everyone that greeted me and make an effor to remember my borthday. I am so touched. AT night dear TRY to organise a surprise cake cutting but he did not realised his acting damn poor sia!! haha~! but I do appreciate his effort thanks alot!

Next up will be thank you list:

1. Darling for being so sweet and organise the suprise cake cutting ceremony! *muacks*
2. My family members who are alway so dear to me!! ( jie for the bag and ray for the Fox T-shirt!
3. Catherine dear for calling me all the way from Thailand to wish me happy birthday!
4. Wenyan and ANgie for coming down for the celebration so late and the PooH!!
5. Celine and DIana for the sweet pink top and celebrating with me.
6. Vincent, Andrew, Angelina, Nana, SImon, Wilson, Junyi for coming down and celebrating with me.
7. Weixun kor for the sms greeting!
8. Lynal for the waffle as cake?!? *gee*
9. Sham, Vanessa for working with me and ur greetings.
10. Markus for the msn greeting.
11. Wei Hong for the late greeting. =P
12. All that wish me and I really cannot remember le... really thanks a lot friends, you all made my day special!! *muacks*
    
    

..::WondErFUl 2nd AnniVersaRy::..

First of all.. Happy 2nd anniversary my love!! yep.. two years had flown and I am still happily attached to my boyfriend !!! hehe... and he gave me a total sweetness, total surprise celebration. He booked a room at The Gallery Hotel. Well, it is said to be awarded the Hippest hotel in Singapore. The design of the exterior and the interior of the hotel is really nice but the only thing is that the toilet and the size of the hotel room is rater small.

hMm.. okay.. at first dear told me that we are going to a poolside resturant to eat our lunch and it is at the 5 floor, while we are walking to the pool, we brought me to the room. This is not the most surprising part, the most surprising part is that he went there much earlier and uses rose petals and design a heart shape on the bed.. it is really so sweet, realled melted... hee!! After that we exchanged our gift,

his gift to me: a plant tree, it is something grown sithin the capsule, named victo representing luck and victory. The cute part to it is that it actually grow, we will just need to water it once every three days. Darling bought two and each of us has one each and we hung them on our handphones.. so nice... i simply will stare blankly at it haha!~ The other gift my hunny gave me, a handmade closet that store the whole set of the winnie the pooh family, it is simply so adorable, imagine a guy make it himself, the effort of him to even think of the idea is simply endearing... dear asked me to write how I felt about the surprise he prepared for me at the back of the closet, but my house has no nice marker to write, so I gotta buy one soom.

My gift to him: a box which comprises of a tin of sweet, a total of 484 handfolded swans (we counted it together.. hee) , and a sweet cross stitch for him. SInce it is our anniversary, I am think of doing something together ahh, and thus I did not fram the cross stitch and instead we are going to have it framed together and put it in his roomy!! Really glad that dear dear like what I made for me, being financially bounded, this is the best I can do le!! hee..

we went to makan the Bu KU TaU at mohammad sultan road, the one famous for all the clubbers.. haha~! it is really yummy, full le, we bought some snacks and two bottle of Barcardi Peach and went back to the hotel room and slack le. I had so much fun bathing too, I got my bubble bath, to add spice to it, I added the rose petal *winks* smells wonderful~!!! haha!! Really had a loving and wondeful day with lovey that day!! The morning next day, I finally ate my longed craved breakfast buffet after some hiccups, but overall, I will think the hotel is pretty goodie... and best of all, I spent an unmemorable anniversary with my love one....

pixs we took:

mE anD darlIng

Rose petals on the bed

cuTey Victo =p

poOhy pressie

wIth DoOr opEn... ...

rosy petals in bath tub!!!

roOm.. ...

Overall, I will really love to thanks my darling for being with me for the past two years, enduring all my nosense and temper. Noone understand much better than he does and he alway has his own ways to make me laugh and be happy when I am feeling down and sad. Really glad to find a boyfriend like him, can settled down le.. haha =p... hope my darling really like the gifts I made for him. We will be together with more anniversaries to come and I will stick to him forever!!!! *muacks*

+[[models are ugly!!!]]+

My sister is one of the organisers for the annual elite models competition. Watching the tv show like American Next Top Model and other shows, I alway had the impression that models are women that have wonderful body and angelica face, BUT!! But after looking at the photos of the finalists of the Elite Top Models, I really think that the standard of the women are really.... hmm, only one or two are pretty. Come to think of it, the models are normally extreme thin till they look like slogging their back, so ugly,with some super drmatic make-up, is it due to their ugly faces? bleahs, ok.. I have nothing against model and I do admit I had saw some really pretty models, but the standards I see now... hmm!! Go and take a look my friends: http://www.elitemodellooksingapore.com/blog_main.htm

Think you can look at their blogs too, some pretty funny with nice photos too.. Go take a look~!!

Preview of some of the finalist:

Tan Yuxiu

Renee

Shi Yun

Sarah

Samantha

XiaoYun

Jessica

Amber

Brenda

Amanda

Kayleigh

Watching the Cancer charity show now while typing this entry, come to think of it the nkf issue had been over for a long time, but i think that the memory of what happen still linger on people minds, cause looking at the figures jumping on the television now, it is like so slow. Hopefully the show can be success bah, can really see that the celebrities put in a lot of effort into this show.

By the way,

ANYONE STAYING OR KNOW PEOPLE STAYING AT PASIR RIS DRIVE 3 TO 10 BLOCK 633 TO 737 OR BEDOK RESERVOIR BLOCK 726 TO 738 ??? please contact me... my dad is doing this job on conducting sort of a survey and need to find people staying at these places. Please help me k!! *winkz*

..:: dUsty PosT ::..

Think I am being cursed and swared by a lot of people of being lazy to update my blog... gee... how everyone know what a lazy blogger I am... =P Furthermore, I am addicted to a Korean show, DA CHANG JIN... so damn nice and touching.. *sob soB* but anyway, I think i will update my blog before someone hold a chopper and run after moi!! *hOhoHo*

First thing first, Think i really very long never update my blog le, why the page for the create post become so weird. The option portion is so blardy long and weird... is it the blogger is down or is it only myself is weird? hMm...

Anyway I have handed in my FYP first draft le...one big burden off my shoulder, that why I have so much time to watch my vcd.. hOhoHo.. Hopefully Doreen can faster correct and hand it back to us... though I dun have much faith in her though!! Even thought my FYP is more or less done, the next thing to do will be PP, but somehow i just cannot find the motivation to start doing it.. haiz... plus my tutee PSLE and final year examination are all coming up.. so worried for them... *pRAY haRd*

When to do protein treatment for hair again with Clarissa, Wenyan and Sham... I kana the weird weird stylist but he seem quite nice even though he like dunno what to talk man.. *lOlx* But the funny thing is that the stylist manager, D*****, sms me and ask me out for a movie... I was like "what the" ... haha!! Now I really must have the second thought when I am going down there again.... I must go down with one BIG group... wahahah!!

School going to reopen next week le, but the strange thing is that the result for the last semester till now is still not out yet.. I really hope that I can get at least 2As for the result. Proteomics understanding test 4 result is out le... and I get a ... *drumroll* A .. yippy... now I can forfeit the first C i gotten for the UT 1... Phew... now really hope to get into a good class for next semester, din really enjoy some of the classes I attended last semester, torturing to even think back.. but anyhow... good luck to myself bah!! *cross finger*

Anyway, befor I end this post I wanna dedicate somthing to ANgie:

Ger... I know that you wanna people to encourage you so that you have the strength to hold on to your decision to hope that Shuan will turn around one day. But seriously, like I told you, it is really very heartache to see my dear friend to be so sad and heart broken... I really hope that you can be happy and lead your way. This might not be what you wanna to hear but seriously my dear... listen to your heart k...but whatever you choose, I will support you. But the main thing, is dun regret your choice and follow ur heart. Without a man.. there are still a lot of sistas outta standing by your side de!! *jia You*

Not going to update soon until I finish my fyp report... I am really stressed now, meeting with lots of datelines and plus ipbms!! *bless me with the strength to conquer all these*

ANyway I have a wonderful day with my boyfriend today, sweet sweet him!! =D

Okay.. check back here in three weeks time bahz!! *bleah*

+ uPdatEs... upDaTEs..UpdAtes...+

Hi peeps... long time no see le.. I have been pretty lazy in updating my blog, mainly because of the busy and hectic life I am living in now. Everyday to go school, after that gotta do my fyp lab session, when I reached home after the long day, the moment I lied on my bed, my eyes seem to close automatically. Nothing wow happened between these long peroid, all that happen are school, fyp, dance, study understanding test, sleep, eat, and do nothing....

Anyway, I realised that time really flies really fast, another 5 months or so, I might be not in Singapore and at Australia to pursue my degree. The plan of internation program of biomedical science seem to have offered to me like a year so ago and now, all the planning at takeing place now. Asked my dad about the bank loan, knowing about the financial problem that my parents are undergoing now, I really do kind of thinking twice before really deciding to go ahead with the plan. However, daddy say by sept he would know if there is a need for bank loan, seeing if his business deal work out or now.. *prAY haRd*

School has been pretty tiring, the problems are getting more and more labour intensive.... and more thinking involved. Nothing much to say in school, but thanks to a bunch of great friends, school is not that irking afterall:

Angie: my forever gossiping and talking buddy... been teaching me to pon school!! *tsk tsk tsk*

Clarissa: being in the class mean more talking, been fun talking to her.. loVe yOu ger...

my FYP mates( beside clarissa, there is wenyan, wanyan and sham):

Gers.. you guys made my days... times when we fall down in the planning and execution of our fyp.. we are alway together and work together.. I will nv forget you guys...

And to all the friends in my different classes, been great learning with you people, get to know some new people this sem too, such as jialong and kelly.. they are fun... The semester is ending already le, in a flash of light, my three years of poly life is coming to an end.. i will really really miss these day!!! *mUacKsSSss*

why is it that all boyfriends will expect their girlfriend to go their house and pei them? I dun understand why is it that Eugene cannot even think of a simple thing like angie boyfriend... to see dogs?? or even plan a day for picnic? All he think is to go his house? oh Man.. I understand that he has no much money, me too! if ever he will understand how I feel... i feel like i am alway the guilty one and alway the one not putting in effort. Is it my wrong that I have dance, have UT, i am not feeling well, I have to do FYP that I cannot accompany him? I thought we have already thought about it during our second year that I am gonna be super busy if I am going to take up the ipbms, plus all the PP and FYP we have to do in order to gradate.. he say he understand ! I mean come on.. so this is the way he understand and will support me? i cannot only say one thing! BULLSHIT~!!! arghz!!!!

+[[stressful SchOoling]]+

Weekend has just passed in a wink of eye. Another round of week with early wake up and stressful classes. Bioinformatic test tomorrow, I had already studied le, hopefully it really did paid off worh!! Somehow I feel that the test is going to be very difficult. The past understanding tests grades are mostly out le .. and seriously, they are not up to my expectation a bit ... Told my boyfriend that somehow I felt too stressed and I cannot study well under such conditions. I feel so useless and stupid all of a sudden. Luckily he is alway there for me, comforting me and telling me to work harder and not to give up. I guess what he said is right too, everyone has their up and down in their life. I hope that my understanding tests grades can be better in round 2!! I am gonna work hard for it~~

Another 13 days, and it is the day for the prestation for my final year project. What is the worse thing, I feel so unprepared.. is everyone feeling this way too?? We have not even gone through a round of trial presentation at all.There are so many back ground knowledges that I haven read up on and reading up on the literature at all too. Gonna be a busy week ahead for the preparation for the final year project le.. But one thing good is that after the preaentation, thing will not be so tense le.. I just gonna prepare to do my PPM and also my final lab report. I am changing my PPM subject though. Hopefully I can still change the submitted proposal. =p

I am giving up one of my tutee le, somehow I felt that teaching too many students does affect my result and my preparation for my final year project. I cannot afford to risk any possible failures for this year, thus I gave up le. Instead, I will be teaching dancing at my primary school bahz.. I will not be getting much money, however, I will be doing something I enjoyed and I will be gaining experience if I wanna be a dance instructor next time.. Mum is pretty vexed over the financial problem that the family is facing now and that hopefully dad can clinched the deal so mum will not be so stressed! *praY haRD*

I pray hard that everything will go smoothly for me.. seriously not hoping for more, good grades for myself.. family can settle down ... me and darling can still be as sweet as now... hopefully I will be able to get a scholarship.. if possible, to get in a local university, if not Monash... but really feel bad that dad and mum is spending so much on me! I really must prove myself and not let them down!!

+sOme uPdates+

Haven been blogging, and wenyan is complaining! My dear princess, I am updating now~!! wahah~! okok, basically holiday has ended, and what have I been doing in the holiday? one word: studying.. so pathetic loh, luckily I have a fun class and we were crazy during lesson, although we gotta study, we had fun too eh!!

okay... some back updating for my weekend!

Saturday:

woke up early cos I had a performance early in the morning 11am, and there is a rehersal early in the morning 8am.. hmm, luckily daddy fetched me over, back in my primary school performing, kinda of bring back a lot of sweet memories, from the childhood spent there to all the bad times, quarreling with my classmates and such. To think back now, we were all so childish, but I think everyone has their share on this yea!

The performance went on well, although very rushed, but can see that it is still a sucess and I finally did not make a mistakes in my jump routine!! wahaha~! Maybe stress does help my instructor was near to curse me in the rehersal le! bleah =p Saw my junior dancing, they were just so cute, can you imagine? they are wearing the costume I wore when I was in primary 4 taking part in SYF.. really nothing to say, but tears really did welled up in my eyes thinking back, how much I miss those times, where i was so carefree and study was a breeze.. hmm..

After performance, I was so damn tired, darling came over my house and pei me... dad and mum and my younger sis went over to KL with my uncle till so sunday, so that left me and jie at home only. Slack the whole day with baby, cuddling and resting the whole day. Thanks love, I really had a great day ! with you, every moment is precious!

Sunday:

Woke up early with jie saying she is going out le, the whole house left me only.. suddenly I feel that I miss the normally hated nagging from my mum, the normally detested irritating younger sister and the normally bullying daddy come and ka jiao me... The whole hopuse just feel so weird without them. I started to realised how much I need my mum and dad... feeling so lonely, but what to do, so I decided to play some game after studying for my Proteomics UT.. the stupid game made me restarted the whole game for full 3 times, just becos I forget to save or I died... slacked the whole day at home myself, ate my dinner and my family is FINALLy back...

While I was bathing just now, I heard the nagging from my mum and I can't help smiling to myself. I love this family, although other people find it nothing special, they are so dearing to me... If some one is to exchange them with the whole fotune the world have, I still want them! School gonna start tomolo again, hectic lifestyle gonna go on and on for the next few months, haha! be back on blogging again worh! For now, I am tired le, going to rest soon and call my baby to tok to him, I miss him again.. geez (=P)

++wOnderfUl suNday++

Had a lazing but wonderful Sunday today. It is really a blessing to just have your sweetheart to be just by your side and laze around the day with you! gee~! Darling come over my house as I cannot go over his due to my grandfather pass away, hmm.. anyway save the explanation. But this piggy took so long to come till I fall asleep waiting for him!! wahah~! Anyway.. the main purpose to come down is to prepare the sambal sotong for the BBQ tomorrow. It is the NIG camp tomorrow and baby seem so nervous about it.. silly him, I am sure everything is going to be just great!

After darling reached my house, we went over cold storage to buy the ingredients, hmm, although it is a simple trip but we had lot of fun buying thing together, it kinda of remind me of the old times when both of us are more free and we alway prepare dishes together.. it is real fun!! haha~! In the end, we realised that we bought too little sotong, so everyone gotta snatch tomolo loh!! *cover mouth and laugh loud loud* looking forward to the BBQ session tomolo worh!! wahaha~!

After that we just slack in my room, while busy darling get busy with his camp admin things. Was rather sad that he is so busy and cannot pei me, but sweet sweet him put down his things and came over and accompany me.. cuddling with him make me feel so wonderful and loved!! hmm~! so xin fu.... Had KFC as our dinner and a simple conversation was going on. Everything today seem so simple and plain, yet this has a sugar coating all around it, so sweet and wonderful! A simple SUnday yet so many emotions pack in it!! Lazy darling is only packing his bag now when his camp is tomorrow!! why am I not surprise?? wahaha! hopefully he will miss anything! and i look forward for more sweet weekends spent with him!! I really really love him!! Tomorrow has lesson again!! haiz... but a day with my baby made me feel motivated again!! HerE I come!!! (",)

++ sOme updateS!!++

Holiday come le... but lesson is as per usual for me... Dunno what to type here also.. no mood to write.. All I can say is stress is overwhelming me ahhz~! Hopefully that I can pass by this period smoothly, hmm.. may the god bless me..

The lab work for FYP is finally coming to an end.. hmm.. *relieve* but more to come, we still have a presentation to work on and a personal report for myself to work on.. but somehow I think the relationship with my team mates can be better.. there is no reason that if you do a lot of work you have to show an attitude to other people.. although we all understand the hard work you had put in and that you know a lot of stuffs, it is no choice that I cannot come ah.. would like like people to treat you like an outcast just becos you did most of the work? what is a team for? I wonder you u all understand~! haiz...

Got dance soon le.. will update again if I have the time... really little update recently.. but overall I am getting on well and I am rather happy with my relationship, my studies, my dance and my family.. Hopefully daddy can get the business deal so mum will not be so xin ku!! Hopefully god will bless the whole family ah!! On the last note~, I miss my grandpa.. I hope that he is getting on well on the other side of the world! Ciaoz..! and I love my boYfriEnd!! *muacks*

=[[ May tHe foRce be With yOu]]=

Starwar craze now, nv watched science fiction shows before, but dar dar intro to me and damn! now i am addicted to it already, watching episode 1,2,3,4,5,6.. all crash tutorials from my boyfriend, but it is really nice, people! you all should go and watch!! *anakin is so cute when he was young!*

I realised that love can be hurting too, talked to my boyfriend at esplandna yesterdea, and I dunno y i suddenly cry. but the thing is that, although it maybe hurting, what matter is after that, we are still as sweet and loving. my silly boyfriend decided to come my house and pei me.. I really can see the effort he is trying to make to come my house and pei ever since I complained to him last time. so sweet horhz.. geez* i still love him! *muacks*

wiLL update more when I have the mood worh!! at the mean time, may the force be with all of you! *lightsaber show up* i am rdy to fight and fight on on my studies!! oh my, I dunno what I am talking about~ ciaOz...

=[[ swEet swEet whIspers]]+

out of respect to my boyfriend, I decided to keep the past post private... Thanks for all the kind words from angie and clar.. =) you guys make my day.. But thing has clear up between boyfriend and me, we are still as loving as ever.. something he say that make me so touched:

Boyfriend:

dear...do u noe how much i love u mah?

Boyfriend:

my love for u exceed any of my ex-gfs..n more than any other person i ever loved

What he say make me ponder for a moment, and I realised how much i actually depend on him. ANd how much sunshine he has brought into my life when I was at my most depressed peroid of time. How he encourage and love me like a princess, how he make me believe in love again.. how he shower me with love and alway give in to me, how we enjoy doing things together, how we talk, laugh, joke, play and do everything together.. it kind of rekindle and remind me why and how much i love him and need him~! SorRY babY~~ i love you!!

Tomolo is the genomic test le, I screwed up my proteomics test le, hopfully genomics will nto be that bad!! *cross my fingers and hope for the best* I hope wenyen and clarissa will be crazy together again~ there is no overnight hatred in close friends my sisters~~ open ur hearts and allow other people to go in k! i love you two too!! *muacks*

+[[aLl i caN saY is I aM tiRed!]]+


FinaLLy the week is ending and all the frenzy seem to be going to end.. this whole week is a disaster.. one CCA launch and all my dance mates and I are tired to the max.. Have been staying in school for MOnday and tuesday to clean up our steps, as late as up to 10pm in school... luckily it all pay off, our steps are much better and that the performance yesterdea was nice except for the hiccups from the technical side, i somehow dun understand why the school can't plan a proper stage performance, making everything so confused and disorganised. we were all prepared on time, being 12pm, and have to wait for a full 30 to 45 minutes for a stupid mike!!
-_-'' oH well, anyway, well done for my dance members, will try to stream in the video we took into my blog and let everyone see k!!


CCA launch might be coming to an end, but my FYP is gonna be busy again.. Haiz, all that we have done that time seem to be giving us a very good results and doreen is complaining that we are not being initiative enough. oh wEll, think we gotta meet out one day and discuss all the detail my team members, hopefully we can come up with a good one, going to start the experiments frenzy once again, all the cell culture all the nicotine treatment! geez... might be tored but kinda of looking forward to it as we team members are fun.. and miss them tonnes, now being all of us in the different class! I miss wenyan crazy talk and gossipign with her, I miss sham crazy tokking and screaming.. i miss clarissa ger talk.. i miss wanyan hugging with me.. i miss all of them!!


School is busy as usual, third year is really tough .. oh man, all the modules getting tougher and tougher, more and more competitive... a whole day down the road after finishing lesson, I am really dead tired, but gotta push myself for my tuition lessons or for dance and stuffs. my tutee are all having their mid year exam soon, i hope they can score well.. Mei mei is okay, a hardworking ger, love her to bites.. shuan is good too, better now than last time.. my another tutee, shall not go into detail but all i can hope is that he can pass his exam =X


I am gonna have another performance for my dance outside at suntec for Vesak day... hmm, all the cheorograph gotta finish in 4 lessons, can i do it? i hope so!! *wee* in June there will be another performance for my chinese dance, preparation have already started since months ago. School is going to have a performance at substation during june too.. oh man!! all the performance coming up le~~ hmm...


Sorry that i have not been updating moi blog recently , cos I am really really very busy and by the time i reached home, I dun even feel like on-ing my lap top and just feel like sleeping... Will try to update more often ok my friends? meanwhile, take care and enjoy urself i miss all of you!!!

+[[SuPer sHag]]+

Haven been blogging even since school start, all I can say is super shag. I have been having lesson for every day from mon to friday. No free days, no holiday.... recently, I just feel so tired whenever I reach home and I seem to be able to sleep in anywhere i go to. Nothing much to blog now cos I am super tired again and tomolo have lesson again. haiz... am I right in choosing ipBMS?? will I be able to take it for the whole year?? i will break down?? and man.. i love my darling and miss him so much!!! will blog again when I more awake bahz!! bye peeps!

+[[heCTic HolidaY]]+

lOoking at all the year one in the school today, it is like an indication that holiday is coming to an end.. but i am questioning.. did holiday even started in the first place... been busy with my final year project the whole holiday and yet it is still in a mess now.. hai!! nuthing to say.. somemore have to rush out lab report and stuffs in two weeks time.. god blesS me.. have really been really stress recently.. but at least I still have my boyfriend with me.. supporting me and encouraging me.. thanks huNny!!

scHool is going to start next week le, it is also the commencing of hectic year 3 in a week time, no holiday, rush for report and my PP and also advanced diploma... sometime really wonder if I really can do all these time, and wonder if it is the correct choice of me to choose the option, not only I have to suffer to work harder, but I also dragged my parents down too, the advanced diploma is not cheap.. recently family is also having soem finacial problem, although dad ask me not to worry, but how not to?? =( *worRy*

No mInd to think so much le... just lighted my scent... lavendar scent floating in my room now, with my air con on,radio on, with curtain drawn... really have to relax myself before the battle start.. sinking into the atmosphere in my room and feel much better le! I miss year 1.. i miss the leisure time and happy moments! blesS me WiTh the stRength to go through what will be coming toward me~~!!

+[[sOmthIng for The gUys!!]]+

if a girl cries in front of u,

it means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand,

she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to

being herself anymore.

A gal wont cry easily,

except in front of the person whom she

loves the most, she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,

only when she love u the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,

please hold her hands firmly

,coz she's the one who is willing to stay

with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcoz of ur decision,u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,

When she cry bcoz of u,Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,

In front of u,And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,

She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,

She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible,

the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too

big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,

If a gal cry her heart out to u,And all because of u,

Its time to look back on wat u have done,

Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,

Coz one day,

It may b too late for regrets,

It may b too late to say "im sorry".

i HaviNg an eye infection now.. oh man... I scared sia.. pain pain de!! mUm say if not okia in a few days time I have to go see doctor le... now a little bit swollen le.. i So poor thing.. haiz.. *sOb soB* lAb is really a dirty place man.. now I also scared le.. must be like Wenyan like that ehenever change glove and go out of lab confirm must wash hand with HIbiscrub le... hmm... or is it moi contact lenses?? aiya.. i dun care le.. me going to slp le..!!

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first of all.. i wanna say sorry to wenyan... ger, dun take it to heart lah ok?? I really just kidding de, I nv thought any one of you all to be stupid..hmm, think i really went a bit too far far saying you are stupid, my dear, there is a reason why I am doing fyp with you beside me able to talk to you and communciate well with you.. that bcos you are hardworking and clever ahh.. all becos of that stupid clarissa lah.. add oil to fire... keep mentioning about!! *stRanGle claRisSa* but i still love all of you.. dun angry le worh.. give you 3 smooches!! *sMoOch SmoOcH smoOch*

anyway we wasted our two effort in preparing the glass slide le, hai, all becos of the microscope spoiled.. haiz.. stored our cells in PBS( phosphate buffer solution) hopefully they will still show result well tomorrow and we will not ahve to drag too long also de!!! *praY hard* I thInk i better be like what wenyan said, be more benevolence to the other people, I shall not curse and swear and create sins le... have to take note of my temper le worhz.. btw people, if I ever throw temper on you guys for the past few weeks, it is becos of PMS.. hmm.. it is ok to provoke me le now!! heez!!!

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I change my blog skin again le, hee nice?? I find it very cute... heez..

Went to school today for lab again and heard some gossips.. abt a ger and a guy relationship le... hmm, what the story is about is too long le, i not going to type here, but people who know will know it bahz.. what I am thinking is that does a person prefer to go into a relationship more for money or for the emotion? for Me, I will go for the latter, but I do know a lot of gers going for rich guys, but do they feel happy de mahz?? hmm.. I wonder... if really wanna buy something, then is'nt it better ti earn it urself and spend?? hmm.. oh well,

Went to buy a T-shirt for my boyfriend yesterdea, but in the end, his reaction: nag at me. haiz... he said that he xin tong i spend forty dollars on a t shirt for him, when I need the money for my bills and other uses. hmm.. In my opinion, I am thinking that it is not wrong to buy something for my bf ahhz.. but I know he said all those cos he dote on me.. hee.. in the end he bought me a T-shirt from giodarno also to make me happy and treat me donner at BaoS and BoaS.. really nice worhz, got chinni crab sauce somemore.. hee... so tired now, I am going to go and sleep le, dear is hard at work on his work now, so all I wanna say to him now is dear JIa You worhz..!!

btw, I am thinking I will start another blog that I will post my photos using the hello from blogspot! like that easier to post photos bahz... no need photobucket and can let my jie use that.. hehee! NitEs pEeP!!

trying to act jap.. wahah.. andrew say like actress pose.. hmm! =p