In life as in dance: Grace glides on blistered feet

Monday, January 31, 2005

+[[aLl aBout SaGIttarIan]]+


Appearance
The typical Sagittarius woman:

* has an oval fave, a high forehead, and a pointed chin
* has a tall and slender body
* has eyes that are steady, bright, open, and honest
* has movement that is purposeful and even graceful

Behavior and Personality Traits:
* is honest
* enjoys freedom of thought and travel
* will laugh about her misfortunes and mistakes, even while she is upset or in pain
* is angry if her integrity is questioned
* is kindhearted, though sometimes tactless
* can be deceived in romance, but is rarely misled in other areas of life
* enjoys taking risks, both physical and intellectual
* is often unconventional in relationships
* sticks by her own very clear moral standards
* can be cuttingly sarcastic when hurt
* regards herself and all others as equals

Sagittarius and Love
To Sagittarius, love is a romantic adventure. Sagittarius in love will have many of the characteristics listed below.

Behavior When In Love
The typical Sagittarius:
* enjoys love on the move in foreign places
* is inventive
* needs good intellectual compatibility
* is totally honest with the loved one
* enjoys the physical pleasures of love
* is happy when he or she is loved
* is very generous and good-natured

Expectations
The typical Sagittarius expects:
* not to be tied down
* to feel secure in love
* the loved one to be honest
* to retain freedom of movement
* never to be falsely accused of philandering
* to stimulate, amuse, and be enjoyed by the loved one

The End of An Affair:
If a partner is possessive or jealous of Sagittarius, the relationship will begin to crack. Eventually, these pressures will cause Sagittarius to simply pack up and move on.
Sagittarians enjoy meeting people and may indulge in the occasional affair. On the whole, the attraction of the affair will be its excitement, rather than true romance. Sagittarius is prone to look elsewhere if an existing relationship becomes routine.

Sagittarius and Sex:
A typical Sagittarius regards sex as another adventure to be enjoyed and explored. Sagittarians tend to take a chance on love, and they enter a relationship with the same recklessness that they display in their activities. In the relationship, he or she will be warm and loving and a wonderful companion.
Sagittarians normally enjoy a lot of touching and cuddling -- a good, warm, loving hug is their form of a security blanket. Common intellectual interests are equally essential to the success of any long-term sexual relationship.

Hee... dear say that it sound true about what the webby say, actually still got a lot of other things they mention, but I din put down, so if you all are interested... go to http://www.lilycat.net/sagittarius.html ... they have other signs too... got this webby from Carie.. so copyright from her yeahz!! peeps, have a nice weekend!! Chinese New year is coming.. weE.. it mean... hOliday is coming too!! hahaz~~~

Me and Dear DeAR toGethEr for 451 daYs!!!(",)

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Is it Better to haVe a terriBle past and learnt from it when you are young or is it better to have a wonderful past and yet fallen into the pithole only when you are older??

Been thinking of mine past, tears are welling up in my eyes.. the more I read phoebe blog, remind me of even more of mine past... maybe i have still not let go everything... not in the sense of feeling , but in the sense of hatred... guys.. treat your gf well, good gf dun come easy~~ love my darling.. miss him big time now...

A song dedicate to dear (My Valentine by Martina McBride)~~ *loVe ya*

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my lifeI have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly



dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i needIs you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine
+[[ DecisIon??]]+

Dad went to the parent briefing for the Monash University briefing, he seem to be very interested in the program ... just that the main problem now is the money... where the hell do we have to fork out like 50k suddenly... I think i will be going there for about 70% le... went to tell dear about it, he was very supportive...he said he will wait for me for 9 months, for me to come back to SIngaporeback into his hug... *ewk* he is so sweet.. love you so much!!! Although I know that he seem sad, he will be strong and not sad for my sake de, right dear?? Geez...

Weeks and weeks just past like it did... the same routine every week, studying, tests, tuition.... I am so tired!!! My eyelid is so heavy.. hmm, wishing that the holiday is going to come soon.. but to think of it.. I will be doing FYP during that peroid of time.. no resting again... argh!!!!! I want moi bed.... luckily CYN is coming... goodies , food, money and resting!! YiPpy... looking forward to that whole week...

A lot of people seem to be breaking up recently... haiz... wish them all the best in their lifes and hope that they will find their another partner soon... =) reLationship for me is gOod now... i am treated like a princess.. doted and taken care of... but I did a big boo-boo yesterdea.. I left darling key on the gate while we are going out for dinner.. he seem so angry but luckily he also nv scold me... scared me until I wanna to cry leh... but luckily his mum found the keys after that.. jie received a bouqet of roses, in total 15 of them from her ex-bf.. she said it meant i am sorry and i love you.. she asked if I will support her if she want to go back to his side.. Jie.. if you are reading this... it is a definate NO... it has been so long since I see you so happy and actually enjoying your life.. if you go back to him.. you are going to be locked up in a cage again.. will you feel happy?? will your smile be still so radiant?? think well jie.. but if you decide to go back.. i will still give you moi support.. make a good one!!

One side track, dear took my vital statistic yesterdea.. haha.. the result is ... *drum RolL* hmm... 31, 23.5, 35!!! eWk.. i have such a big butt.. hahaz.. but nvm lahz...at least not that fat!! bleah.. friends what your vital huh???

Me and Dear dEAr together for 445 days!! (",)

Monday, January 24, 2005

Is it Better to haVe a terriBle past and learnt from it when you are young or is it better to have a wonderful past and yet fallen into the pithole only when you are older??

Been thinking of mine past, tears are welling up in my eyes.. the more I read phoebe blog, remind me of even more of mine past... maybe i have still not let go everything... not in the sense of feeling , but in the sense of hatred... guys.. treat your gf well, good gf dun come easy~~ love my darling.. miss him big time now...

A song dedicate to dear (My Valentine by Martina McBride)~~ *loVe ya*

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my lifeI have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly



dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i needIs you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

Thursday, January 20, 2005

..:: Mid weEk ::..

Half of the week is gone and holiday is coming and chinese new year is coming and i haven even bought any new year clothes yet.. opPs... think I am going for a crash shopping during the coming public holiday le bahz...

Met Celine, junyi, jasmine and her bf last Sunday, a surprise dear organise for me when we went bugis to shop shop... Poor celine broke off with her bf le.. but come to think of it, her bf is also quite a jerk lahz... dun understand why some people loves to quarrel over every small little things in a relationship .. wun they get tired. Anyway, hope that she will be happier and not so depressed le... thing will turn out well eventually i think, but i still think is a pity to let go of a five year relationship, but come to think of it.. that guy is not worth it also lahz.. hahaz.. Junyi also depressed cos of the ger.. haiz... gurls are alway indecisive and normally this is the killer for a lot of guys... but well, that how god made us into.. =P that's gurl's right!!!

I am so tired... everyday in a week also got thing on, if not dance is tuition and everyday still got school .. hmm... school is giving me a chance to take up a place in Monash University in Australia.. but i am torn between choices.. should i go or should i not go??? Dear say I am thinking too much, but how not to when such a large amount of money is involved and my future too.. Celine think i should go cos I can graduate with a degree much faster and said that dear should not stop me from going if it is studies, furthermore, it is my future.. But did i mention one of my biggest worry is that me and dear might have a chance of separating due to this?? *heart torn apart* anyone good advices outta?? tag me... i need them desperatly....0.O

Friday, January 14, 2005

+[[ LazY poSt]]+

Have been rather busy in school recently, thus haven been updating for quite some time... heez... did anyone miss me?? OMG... i am getting so bhb.... here some update!! *winkz*

In schOol, studies is quite okay, just that my grade for my test is not quite up to my standard bahz.. I think i gotta work harder le... Changed two facilitators in my lesson, haven really met the anatomy fac cause I nv attend her first lesson.. *bOo*, as for immunology.. I can tell you all my friends.. I hate her, her lesson is the first immuno lesson that I din even speak at all.. what the crap I used to love immuno lesson but now i think it is going to be one of my most boring lesson, but heard from vanessa that we are changing the fac yet again and this one is rather good, I shall hold my tongue until I really attend her lesson, hopefully she is good, dun really wanna spoile my good record in immuno grades...

Dance, be it outside or in school, so many events are taking place... make me so tired and shag. Misha finally came back and we attended our first lesson after yet so long of waiting , it is really fun and we are dancing to the song that dear went ga-ga over.. hoho.. it is lose my breath sang by destiny child.. is a really nice song and the danz staps are very nice too, just that it is rather bimbotic... geez, but the tedious one training made me suffered for such a long time due to body ache for like 3 full days le, and up to now.. it is still pain =(... hopefully more trainignt o come, cos i really enjoy them *winkz* Dance trainign outisde is going to have a performance during june, thus busy starting learning new dances and cheorographing our own dance, hopefully can finish in time bahz... and there is some many performances coming up with the first one line up at new year eve, dunno whether it is a good thing or bad... and one good new is that the last publuc performance we all had left a good impression to the public and they are inviting us to perform again.. *wOot* but going to have more training again.. hmm...

My relationship with darling is still as sweet as ever... his birthday is coming and valentine day is also coming, doing something for him, but i cannot say it here coz he will be reading.. be patient and u will find out one day... I am really scared that I will not be able to finish on time, with some many thing onhand.. but everything is worth for him... Had a big quarrel with him not long ago, but after that, our relationship got ever better.... Love you forever dear!!! *muacks*

My tuition is going on fine, but I think I will be changing my tuition to once a week only... two times a week is both too tedious for me and really not worth the price that they are paying me... hopefully his last small test on algebra, he can scored well, have not called him to ask him yet too.. heez... will be starting the tuition for shuan and mei mei tomolo, hope that we will ahve a good start worhz.. =)

Some notes for my friends:
Catherine: I dunno if you will be reading this ger, but please be happy no matter what decision you are going to make ok?? remember you will alway have a jie mei here for you, anything just call me and dun just try to solve it yourself ok?? I miss you and take care tonnes, rather worried about, give me call when you are free eh?

Markus: I am rather surprise that you said that you miss me, when we broke up last time, you told me that if I am going to break up with you , you are going to hate me forever and forever. Please do hate me k??? I am happy in my relationship and the reason that we break off, you should know... forget about me k?? good luck in whatever you are doing now.

jie: jie... I know that you are going through some rough time being just broke off with ur bf, but no matter what happen you still have your mei here k?? any problem, we can also talk it out... hope that you will be happe forever.. I love the way you smile more than you frowning!!

Me and Dear DeaR togEther for 434 day!! (u_n)

Monday, January 03, 2005

+_ _[ schOol sTarTing]_ _+

School going to start tomorrow already, and it is going to be a tiring semester for me, luckily there is still a break during the new year week. After school start my daily week events are fixed as below le:

Monday: scHoOl then danz In school
Tuesday:SchoOl then teach tuition
Wednesday: SchOol then danz at huan kuan
Thursday: School then tuItion for sHuan and MeimEi
Friday: School and daTing wIth hUnnY
Saturday: dance TraIning aT huay Kuan
Sunday: tUition theN go Out with deAR or FamIly Day

Hmm.. New year is gonna to come soon also le, but seeing the time shecedules for the coming 2005 ... i dun even think I have time to go and shop for moi new year clothes, but luckily I have my dear to zi ci me... he is the best!!! Geez.. Think I gonna try out one month in this format and that if I really find it too stressful, I might have to cancel one of my tuition asssignment and pass it on to my friend le!!

2004 has finally pass and 2005 has arrived!! Hope all my friends will be blessed with a wonderful year ahead!!! Hopfully all the natural disasters can come to an end and that there will be world peace... anyway, Kevin will not be teaching us after week 9 problem le, there goes for my As le.. *saD* actually, I like him teaching but I think he should also emphasize more producing ppt also, so that we can study when there is a test!!!

mOi 2005 Resolution:
1. to get good grades for my studies
2. to earn more money for use!!! geez
3. to sucessfully go to HongKong will huNny
4. mY techNique foR dance To get better
5. tO sliM down on moI tuMmy!!
6. to Learn to cOmmUnicate welL
7. together With Darling 4eva and EvA!!

In a blink of eyes, the year has pass and from the very day that I have met dear and with him, it seem to have just pass but what is the exact days?? I shall note it down in moi every entries ok?? Thanks dear dear for the wonderful year with me... with all encouragments and advices you gave me... when I am down, you will alway be by my side. Willing to embrace my good points and endure my shortcomings!! I had a wonderful year with you and I am sure that 2005 will only be better!!! *muacks*

mOi and Darling together for 398 days!! (",)