+[[SuPer sHag]]+

Haven been blogging even since school start, all I can say is super shag. I have been having lesson for every day from mon to friday. No free days, no holiday.... recently, I just feel so tired whenever I reach home and I seem to be able to sleep in anywhere i go to. Nothing much to blog now cos I am super tired again and tomolo have lesson again. haiz... am I right in choosing ipBMS?? will I be able to take it for the whole year?? i will break down?? and man.. i love my darling and miss him so much!!! will blog again when I more awake bahz!! bye peeps!

+[[heCTic HolidaY]]+

lOoking at all the year one in the school today, it is like an indication that holiday is coming to an end.. but i am questioning.. did holiday even started in the first place... been busy with my final year project the whole holiday and yet it is still in a mess now.. hai!! nuthing to say.. somemore have to rush out lab report and stuffs in two weeks time.. god blesS me.. have really been really stress recently.. but at least I still have my boyfriend with me.. supporting me and encouraging me.. thanks huNny!!

scHool is going to start next week le, it is also the commencing of hectic year 3 in a week time, no holiday, rush for report and my PP and also advanced diploma... sometime really wonder if I really can do all these time, and wonder if it is the correct choice of me to choose the option, not only I have to suffer to work harder, but I also dragged my parents down too, the advanced diploma is not cheap.. recently family is also having soem finacial problem, although dad ask me not to worry, but how not to?? =( *worRy*

No mInd to think so much le... just lighted my scent... lavendar scent floating in my room now, with my air con on,radio on, with curtain drawn... really have to relax myself before the battle start.. sinking into the atmosphere in my room and feel much better le! I miss year 1.. i miss the leisure time and happy moments! blesS me WiTh the stRength to go through what will be coming toward me~~!!

+[[sOmthIng for The gUys!!]]+

if a girl cries in front of u,

it means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand,

she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to

being herself anymore.

A gal wont cry easily,

except in front of the person whom she

loves the most, she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,

only when she love u the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,

please hold her hands firmly

,coz she's the one who is willing to stay

with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcoz of ur decision,u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,

When she cry bcoz of u,Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,

In front of u,And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,

She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,

She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible,

the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too

big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,

If a gal cry her heart out to u,And all because of u,

Its time to look back on wat u have done,

Only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,

Coz one day,

It may b too late for regrets,

It may b too late to say "im sorry".

i HaviNg an eye infection now.. oh man... I scared sia.. pain pain de!! mUm say if not okia in a few days time I have to go see doctor le... now a little bit swollen le.. i So poor thing.. haiz.. *sOb soB* lAb is really a dirty place man.. now I also scared le.. must be like Wenyan like that ehenever change glove and go out of lab confirm must wash hand with HIbiscrub le... hmm... or is it moi contact lenses?? aiya.. i dun care le.. me going to slp le..!!

+[[ sInfUl]]+

first of all.. i wanna say sorry to wenyan... ger, dun take it to heart lah ok?? I really just kidding de, I nv thought any one of you all to be stupid..hmm, think i really went a bit too far far saying you are stupid, my dear, there is a reason why I am doing fyp with you beside me able to talk to you and communciate well with you.. that bcos you are hardworking and clever ahh.. all becos of that stupid clarissa lah.. add oil to fire... keep mentioning about!! *stRanGle claRisSa* but i still love all of you.. dun angry le worh.. give you 3 smooches!! *sMoOch SmoOcH smoOch*

anyway we wasted our two effort in preparing the glass slide le, hai, all becos of the microscope spoiled.. haiz.. stored our cells in PBS( phosphate buffer solution) hopefully they will still show result well tomorrow and we will not ahve to drag too long also de!!! *praY hard* I thInk i better be like what wenyan said, be more benevolence to the other people, I shall not curse and swear and create sins le... have to take note of my temper le worhz.. btw people, if I ever throw temper on you guys for the past few weeks, it is becos of PMS.. hmm.. it is ok to provoke me le now!! heez!!!