In life as in dance: Grace glides on blistered feet

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

SICK IN MY MIND~
I have come to a point in my life that I am so sick of it! Seriously, it is hitting the limit for me. Nothing bad has happen but the routine of my life is weighing me down. I do not seem to have a life at all. Out of the things I am doing now, how many of it am I seriously feeling happy when I am doing it?

I have no idea what is going over me. Hormonal imbalance? Emotional upsurge? Arghz. I hate it I hate it I hate it! I want my freedom, I want back the times when I am just 5 yrs old! Relationship between human is such a bitch! WHy is it that when a person grow up, one has to do thing with absolute motive? I am thinking yet too much again.

I need a calming pill, I need a good rest, I need my gummy bears! I need to go to the beach and listen to the nature and not the ugly sound of human! I need a day of absolute fun and relax! I need a good cry! I need a good laugh! and lastly give me a good shoulder to rely on to cry and laugh!

Enough of lamenting, back to my routine life. Pubmed, journal literature, studies.... blah blah blah.. ARGHZ!