..:: Dear DiaRy::..

One more week to Chinese New Year. I have certain feeling that time has been moving real fast and somehow everybody around me has either grown older or more mature. The past young childhood days has long become memories. Oh well, we all have to move on somehow right? =D

After this chinese new year beak , all that will flood me will be assignments and tests and reports. This is the right time for me to move back to my mountains and start my intensive revision very very soon! There is a question that has been surrounding me recently. I have alway wanted to work in goverenment sectors like Health Singapore Authority (HSA), A*star or AVA. However, I found out recntly that the job applicants for these few places must have at least a honour ( and a first class or second upper class one) and not a degree to meet the minimum requirement. Therefore, here I am thinking if I should continue my honours year. I have break my skull and my decision is I will depend on my current semester result. If I can still managed to pull my gpa, maybe I will take. If not I will finish my degree, go and work for 2 years and pursue my masters instead.However much details have to be found out on the masters before I can say anything more. My uncle asked me if I am willing to go and work in other countries if an opportunity knocked on my doore next time, I personally dun mind . But I dun think Andy will want me to go. I might just have to ask him one day! =S

It is funny how when you are young and you will do all sort of thing to make yourself work more mature and now that I have finally grown up I get affected when people say I dress maturely! lol~! Human are really weird creatures! Alrighty~, I got to go back and look at my gel result and do my analysis, while slowly tune myself back to the study mode. This semester is important!!! JIA YOU KITTY~!

If there is any ipbms students reading the blog, do give me some advice, it is so important to pursue a honours to obtain a good job in the society? thanks babes~! and I miss ya all! *muacks*

First Day Back to School

I have just changed the template of my blog. I have realised that since I set up this blog, I wanted to find and use a complicated template. However, now that I see again, I really prefer a simple template. So, I changed it! =D

First day of school has started and the battle is going to start once again. Went through the first lectures of "Molecular Biology" and "Metabolism and Regulation". Frankly speaking, both of the modules do seem boring but I decided to do my best and hope to pull up my GPA again. Hectic life is gonna continue, but I shall preserve for another 1.5 years. Now that I am thinking, should I take up Honours? hmm, CONFUSED!

Sometimes, I really wonder why girls can be so gossipy sometime. I mean there is a reason to why I fickle minded in my decision for what modules I want to take, but definately not because of companion. I wonder when they are talking about it then, did they think why is it that sometime people do not want to take the classes with them. Begones be begones, I shall not speak of another word now that I had bitch it out here! Tomorrow is another early lesson for me again! So off I go to my bed! Wee~!

Relationship is back on track. However, many of my friends have broken up due to all kinds of different reason. Be strong my dear friends, will alway be there for you! Love ya all~!

FeeLings

Maybe it is time for me to get back to blogging. University life is not as fun as I perceived it to be when I am in Poly. Relationship is not as smooth-sailing as I thought too.

Is being a responsible bf that difficult. Why is it that he does not understand the matter that it is not that he cannot go out with his friends, but much when it is the correct time to do so. Maybe my life is really full of discipline and rules, but his life is only filled with play and fun but no sense of responsibility. I admit he may be a very sweet bf toward gf, but is being sweet good enough? Am I going to spend the rest of my life with a only a sweet bf but no accomplisment and all he want is to go out late at night? I have no grudges if this relationship is really to be ended. People or friends around me can preceived me as a unreasonable or fierce gf, I have no guilt at all, because I know that all that I have done is to make him a better person. Being in a relationship is not all about having fun, but also to plan for the future too. If I am not good enough a gf for him, please god, tell him to go find another one. Not that I can put down this relationship so easily but what is the point of dragging it when I know that this problem will surface again and again with no solution.

Whether this relationship will end or continue, I have no idea and I do not want to think so much. But he is the first I see that to hoax people with only one sentence :" dun be angry lahz". Do he really think that just this one sentence will work? And when I want him to be here by 3pm, it is not that I am army; on the side note, I am very very sad that he is comparing to army. Why can't he just say ok and try but NO, every single time when thing is not going his way he will just throw a NO and not try at all. Is it the same for this relationship too? A "No" and that the end of it?

Memories are made to be .....

A few days of blissful that lead to a disaster?