+[[stressful SchOoling]]+

Weekend has just passed in a wink of eye. Another round of week with early wake up and stressful classes. Bioinformatic test tomorrow, I had already studied le, hopefully it really did paid off worh!! Somehow I feel that the test is going to be very difficult. The past understanding tests grades are mostly out le .. and seriously, they are not up to my expectation a bit ... Told my boyfriend that somehow I felt too stressed and I cannot study well under such conditions. I feel so useless and stupid all of a sudden. Luckily he is alway there for me, comforting me and telling me to work harder and not to give up. I guess what he said is right too, everyone has their up and down in their life. I hope that my understanding tests grades can be better in round 2!! I am gonna work hard for it~~

Another 13 days, and it is the day for the prestation for my final year project. What is the worse thing, I feel so unprepared.. is everyone feeling this way too?? We have not even gone through a round of trial presentation at all.There are so many back ground knowledges that I haven read up on and reading up on the literature at all too. Gonna be a busy week ahead for the preparation for the final year project le.. But one thing good is that after the preaentation, thing will not be so tense le.. I just gonna prepare to do my PPM and also my final lab report. I am changing my PPM subject though. Hopefully I can still change the submitted proposal. =p

I am giving up one of my tutee le, somehow I felt that teaching too many students does affect my result and my preparation for my final year project. I cannot afford to risk any possible failures for this year, thus I gave up le. Instead, I will be teaching dancing at my primary school bahz.. I will not be getting much money, however, I will be doing something I enjoyed and I will be gaining experience if I wanna be a dance instructor next time.. Mum is pretty vexed over the financial problem that the family is facing now and that hopefully dad can clinched the deal so mum will not be so stressed! *praY haRD*

I pray hard that everything will go smoothly for me.. seriously not hoping for more, good grades for myself.. family can settle down ... me and darling can still be as sweet as now... hopefully I will be able to get a scholarship.. if possible, to get in a local university, if not Monash... but really feel bad that dad and mum is spending so much on me! I really must prove myself and not let them down!!