**I havE gRadUAteD!!!!**

I have graduated! haha~! yea finally, I have received my diploma. Really glad that my effort paid off for the last semester of my three years in Republic Polytechnic. Managed to graduate with a diploma with distinction, my advanced diploma and also a module award for genomics, was rather surprised, but an unexpected monies of $100. => Went for the ceremony and saw a lot of my friends there, think it is going to be pretty long before all of us have any chance to meet out together again like that. The school played some video that made all of us so emotional. Really enjoyed my poly friends, made some real friends and gone through some up and down in it. Think I am not gonna forget about this memories yet so far. Some pics below took with moi friends.

tHe dance Gers!

tHe gers With two Army Props! lOL!

mE and JoaNne~

Jia LoNg and mOi!

tHe preTty gers

MosT of The SAS people!!

me ANd naTalIe laoPo!! *muacks*

Me N vaNessa!

Another thing, Happy 21st birthday my darling boy!! I am sorry that there is only so little I can do fro ur birthday yea! Hope you will enjoy my company and also the cake. Anyway, I cannot wait for spend tomolo with him. Shall update more about it tomorrow yea. Hopefully we will take more photos.

Before I close this entry, just something for the girls in Australia. I know all of ya are being very stressful to keeping up the standard for ya high distinction and everyone of ya are stressed. But I really hope things are going well for all of u. It is so difficult for all of us to meet together and get to know each another, we spend so much time in SIngapore struggling while everyone is having holiday, and that where our bond is build. I really hope that if there is anything displeased within all of ya , talk thing out and treasure the friendship and the bond it took time and pains and efforts for us to build for two years! I really miss all of ya and good luck for ur exams! Work hard and I believe that your efforts will be paid off! (",)

**lEt Me COMPLAIN**

Come to think of it, no one seem to understand the agony of me working at this stupid company. Not my family, not even my boyfriend. All they tell me is how bad the company systemis how shrewd the boss is and stuff. COme on, I mean, I can see and feel all these myself too can't I. WHy can't anyone of you stand in my shoe and understand why is it that I am biting my teeth and still go to work everyday.It is not about choosing to do the thign I like to do anymore, it is to support for my family in any tiny part I can. Is it helping that theya re angging around my ears every single time they see me? I doubt so. Rather, wun it be comforting to have someone by your side to encourage and comfort you instead. ENough nonsense from work and in turn i becoem the one to comfort them that I know what I am doing and ask them not to worry about me. *gRrR* I need a breather too!

Spent the two month anniversary with him. Everything on the surface look so wonderful, he did a lot of sweet things. But why do I feel a tinge of unieasiness the whole night? He sighed a total of 7 times, when asked it is alway nothing. *haIx* I dun deny that I am tired, but who dun when you chatted into the wee hours of 3am the previous night and wake up at 9 to work till night? I am only human. I hated it when he sensed something is wrong and all he do is to sms other people. He thinks I did not know that, well simply, my observational skill is not that bad. What the need to sms other people when the person of concern is just lying beside you? Feeling bored, tell me what you wanna me to do? I am really speechless and I really dunno how to handle this situation. He seem like a deep ocean, there is so much of him I do not know, his past and stuffs. He is feeling bored, sad and uneasy, all I feel is useless. I cannot make him happy any time I want just like his ex, with just the choice of words she use.

I think I am not useless, I am who I am. Accept or release it. I am not one that allow other to push me and manipulate me with. Darn irriatted by the whole thing. Come to think of it, is there a hidden meaning behind the question he asked me last night in the cinema? " Are we compaitable?" Darn him!

..:: If I lay here, would you just lie with me and forget about the world?::..

**New LIfe New ConTentmeNts**

On the demand of my cute boyfriend, I gotta post a photo of him and me together here. Btw, we are coming to two months and I am feeling really happy together with him. Really sorry about the lack of updates my friends, been really caught up with working and spending time with my dearie. I gotta my acedemic transcripts and I passed with diploma with distinction. Haa, I am so happy, at least all the hard work I had put in was not gone to waste.


I went for the SIA interview and now left with the last round. Pretty much ina dilemma, but think I would go for the last interview before deciding on what to choose for my future. Sorry for the short update, but let me compensate with some photos k! Gee..


Btw, ANgie, Wenyan and Clar, if you three see this entry, remember to inform me when u gers are back in singapore k! We go makan so singapore food and I miss u gers so much. Bring some photos back and good luck for all ya exams. Soar with your dreams! =>


Now for some photos:




thats me and him!







Thats me in KabaYa!!




Thats all Folks!!!