..:: Come come, support me!::..

My intensive dance training is getting more and more intensive! Great. Now I have dance cheoro on both wed, thurs , sat and sunday . Bless my legs, I think that they are gonna rest in peace soon!!! But I am enjoying myself.

Nat lao po had a rough time in rs just like me. I shall not elaborate in the details as it is a long long long story. All I wanna tell her is that laopo, please stay strong and know that I and wen will alway be here for you just like how you were here for us all the time. Like I mentioned in the sms, you two are god sent gifts to me! If there is no one to appreciate you, I will definately be the first one to stand up for you! *hUGs*

I am so looking forward to Tuesday outing with Weiye kor la (you are finally back from Taiwan)! I can finally get to see the music fountain in Sentosa la! and watch movie!!!! =DDD Loving my life~

So much of me dancing:

Wu Yue Dance Studio Arts Troupe is proud to present our annual dance concert, Dance Image '08. This year, we have taken a bold step to incorporate the elements of media and dance to illustrate issues concerning the global climate crisis. We warmly welcome you to join us in this exciting venture and take the opportunity to appreciate chinese cultural dance in a whole new dimension.

Venue: Victoria Theatre
Date: 23rd (Saturday) and 24th August 2008 (Sunday)
Time: 800pm(23rd) & 300pm (24th)
Prices: $12, $15, $20
Do let me know if anyone is interested in going for the show k! =D I will be performing in 3 of the items. Come'on people, chinese dance is more than waving fans! =D

..::Emotional decision made::..

I am calming myself down today and decide upon my future route emotionally. Sadly I realised that for the past 10 over years, I have been constantly been attached. I devoted my time to my partner, yearning to be the good other part. But how is it individually have I grown? Where is the self confidence and comfort zone I once was so sure of last time?

I do not understand how I can get so insecure with myself. Therefore, I have decide to do things that I yearned and like. I am going to pamper myself for the sake of myself, learn things that I have longed for a long time. I am going to be more independent and the first step I am going to step out is to go learn driving.

In and out of relationships, it is amazing how guys can do bastard things and hurt girls. Not gonna elaborate on it, it sure be kept locked in my heart and with an iron lock, I have decide on what to do. I pray for myself to have the discipline and the courage to carry it out! I need to love myself more.

"Call me on the phone today

Said those words u always say

And I cry

Gotta figure out

what's going on inside this head of mine

I'll try "

..:: Shopping, Drinking at Clinic!!::..

I am alway thinking how come some guy never knew how to treasure a girl when she is there for him and caring about him. ANd yet when the girl start to give up on him, he keep saying that he loves her. What good is it to mention it just in words and no actions. I bet a lot of girls have gone through this kind of process. Oh well, guys, remember to treasure the girl that is there for you k! Because she really loves you den!

Went out with nessa darlingx for shopping and chill out session. Waited for her to complete waxing before shopping and somehow I got into the situation that I have to go with her the next time she is going for waxing again! OH man! what have I got myself into!!! Anyway, my raid of the day: 1 top, 1 hair mask, 1 hairband, 1 hair clip, 1 superduper big bag and my monthly dosage of contact lenses! wah!! This is so sinful ah!! I need to save MONEY!!!! =p

Nessa darling was not feel the best of her mood and wanted to drink. So we headed down to clarke quay (the clinic ) to chill out. We tried out the beer, cocktails and shots there. It has been so long since I drink hard liquor can but it feel good to relax myself sometime also. We had some crazy fun there, thats y I think girls outing is so fun (especially when it is me and vanessa, lol~!) Din managed to capture photo of both of us, but got a photo of the shots we drank, it is pretty la! And the waiter (the one that insisted that we cannot be single, lol!) was nice enough to give us a shot of pure chocolate to dip the strawberries! Heavenly! =D Hope my nessa darlingx is feeling better ! *hUgs*

Isn't it pretty?? =D

..::Photos::..

Alrighty, check up the crazy stuffs we did yesterday while waiting for our turn to take the shots!

Me and Yun Zhen Jumping!!!

JUmps and more JumPs!!! (this time with xiu ting)

Xiu Ting and I trying to act moronic !! (ANd we did it, lol~!)

After all the actions, we are finally hungry! Makan time!!!!

One of the shots for the lantern dance, Guess which one is me (no prize for correct guess though! =p)
There are more photos from other camera and I shall post more when I got hold of it! My dear friends enjoy ur week!!! I am now missing someone! SOMEONE~! O.o

..:: SuPer BackAche::..

Went for the performance photoshoot at NTU yesterday. What a long and tiring day. The consequence of that is that I am have a super back ache and whole body ache now. All I can do now is to lie on the bed and rest. It has been long since I have the kind of adrenaline rush due to a dance public performance. I like this kind of stress and business! haha~!

I took some crazy photo while waiting for my item to be shot yesterday, shall post it up when I got it from my dance mate. =D I need a long good rest now. Was talking to Benjamin on msn and it seem to a lot of people that chinese dance is the type of dance that require the million dollar smile (that is somehow so correct! lol~~). Up to then did I realised how many times I ask for my dance kids to smile, haa! Those brats seem to make it so easy but when I was taking the shots yesterday, it was so difficult to smile naturely. Oh man! I have no idea what I am talking abt!~

Alway remember, it is not what we do when we go out, but the company that matters a great deal!

smilex kitty SMilex!!!

..::I cannot make myself relax::..

Have you ever have the kind of feeling where you are trying to sleep but you simply cannot cos your mind is filled with a particular person or event. The anticipation, the memories of the person filled your mind so fully so much that you are unable to relax the brain and fall into the lala land. Every beep or sound of your handphone make you startled and jump straight to your fullest attention and there go the rest of your sleeping. That is what I am feeling. I am so pricky now! =X

..::New LIfe, New Me::..

Sorry that I have not been updating this blog for a LONG LONG time. I am currently in holiday before I am entering my third year in NUS. Nightmare is finally going to be over soon! Up to date, I am quite pleased with my results in year 2 and I shall continue to work harder for my third year.

Relationship wise, I am back to single. Many people ask me if I am sure about my decision about the break up. I dunno what to tell them, but that a break up really clear up a lot of doubts in my mind that lingered for a long time. Time shall tell, if we are really meant to be together, we will, even after 10 years! O.o I am now catching up with a lot of my friends that I have lost contact. True friends are really quiet angels that will alway be there for you when you have problem remembering how to fly. => I thank god to betroth me with many of those.

I am back to intensive dance trainings for the august concert and have been receiving many many blue black on my knees and leg. I get ugly feets and leg cos of dance!!!! oh man~~~~ I look like I was being abused~ lol..

I am free free free, in mind, in physical, in my dream , my passion! I am going to make myself to be happy in my mind and life. My friends~ DATE ME OUT!!!! =D

I wanna watch KUNGFU PANDA and i am rotting from all the waiting!!! DAMN IT!