I have finally finish my 3 years of studies in NUS! After much struggle, I finally took up the offer of contract teaching from MOE. I will be trying out the teaching line and determine if it is the route that I want to go through for the rest of my life. I have heard a lot of negative comments being a teacher, long working hours, unreasonable parents, naughty student, blah blah blah. But I am going to experience all those myself before I rule out the possibility of being a teacher. Plans to further my studies will be ongoing, but I think I will step into the society and learn the harsh life lessons first! Honestly, I am scared about the change in my life, I am a person that hate changes in my life. But I shall take thing in the stride and face them bravely.

As for now, I am enjoying my holiday. Meanwhile, I am also settling the loans, and alot of small small admin stuffs that are nagging down my neck. =D I am loving my life to the max now! Next event to keep me busy in my family: my sister wedding!!! Shall go down and see her gown next week! I wanna get married too! what is my bf doing!?! lol ~ I still love you Baby !!

Chinese new year comes and go. I had a good start in the year, winning a bit of money via gambling.Baby and I went to the Ang Pao River during CNY eve! Had a wonderful time with Baby and went to catch a movie aftermath. Time for me to collect myself and ready to charge all ahead for my schoolwork from now on. Baby and I had decided to work HARD! We have started on our saving plan, although it is not going to be some big bucks but everything has to start somewhere right? *wink*

Priscilla and me

Valentine Day is coming! How are u peep going to celebrate the special day? A simple heartwarming dinner with my baby is more than enough. Besides that I received my early V-day gift, a new addition to my family: KorilaKuma~~[ Ko meaning Baby, rila meaning relax and kuma meaning Bear!] Saw this bear first in the arcade machines in Marina Square during CNY eve, knowing how much I like the cute little bear, baby went to search online for the name of the bear and the place that sell them in s'pore. Thereafter, the cute bears are welcomed into my hugs! =D

Happy 2009! Holiday is coming to an end and school is starting for me again the coming week. I totally enjoyed my holiday with baby. Activities done were kite-flying, bbq, strolling at the beach, cycling to come too. Life was never so fulfilling in any of my past relationship. Promises made were carried out and I am living everyday with the widest smile on my face every single day.

Spent a quiet christmas eve with baby, went out for dinner with baby's family, then went back to his house and snuggle up in the bed counting down to christmas between both of us only. Christmas gift from him was a U.R.S bag that I wanted and a surprise that will be kept between us only. All I can say I am shocked once again! lol~ New year eve was spend having bbq with baby's friend at Pris condo! All the preparation and smoke were crazily fun just becos he is by my side =D. Afterwhich , me and baby, allan and gf plus louis wth gf headed to ECP to see the red flares that are shot out from the ships at the strike of 12am. Ended the day with porridge for supper b4 heading home to slp! Was so tired! =D

I have decided to take up my honours year since I can predict that the economy for 2009 is going to be very bleak and hopefully by 2010 it will get much much better! CNY is coming and I cannot wait to spend it with baby. Every quiet and simple moments are made to be so magical just becos of his presence! DUn tell me that I am in love, becos I clearly know it myself I am SO in LOVE! Take a peek at the photos below:

Sorry for the lack of posts in these recent month. I have been busy enjoying my holiday. This holiday may simply be the very last holiday that I will get to enjoy in my studying life. Results are going to be out in another 1 or 2 days time and I guess all NUSrians are all equally nervous. Hopefully everything will go on fine and I can make my decision to either to enter the working life or continue my studying path.

Busy enjoying my holiday with my boy. Every moment spend with him is simply so wonderful. Security was never a close friend in the dictionary of my past relationships, but in this relationship, it simply come so naturally. I really do not know if this feeling is going to be there forever, but all I know I am really enjoying myself. I hate people to stick their nose into my choice of my bf. There is a reason why I choose Shawn as my bf and reject others, there is something special in him that others do not have. Recalling how I met him to how i get together is really a wild roller coaster ride, so exciting yet so thrilling. I think I am so addicted to him! One month 12 days since we got together and still ongoing! =D

An advanced merry christmas to all my dear friends!

Exams are finally over and I am officially a free girl now! The one week was terrible but becos of the presence of that someone care and concern and never ending sweetness, I endure through it pretty well. Will not say that I am really confident with my exam, but what done is done and all I can say is that I had tried my best! And like what my dad say, as long as I have done my best! =D

Friends to lovers , Lovers to friends. I guess destiny simply has its way to play around with us. I am with Shawn now and I have never felt as more blissful ever. The type of security, the amount of caring and understanding, the way he protect over me, simply make me feel like a princess. He kept to his words, I do feel like the happiest girl in the world. When I am with him, I simply felt that I am in my own world and nothing else matter. People tell me that I am in love and i guess I really am. I love Baby! =D

I am sorry toward somebody. SOrry if I inflicted any hurt on you. I am attached and I know this fact affect you drastically. Thanks for the care and concern you showered on me. Thanks for the times where you worried about me when I was having gastric pain. I guess being friend is definately the best solution between us. Time will heal up your wound hopefully. I am sorry once again.

On the side note, I am having a major brain block on my world history essay. I need some plumbling in my brain! Damn it. It is simply not a good feeling to reject someone! I need my CONCENTRATION! *focus*

Btw, Happy birthday Fabius! Next birthday on the line: MINE!!!!! I want to eat seafood!!!

10 years of friendship and still going strong. =D

I had an emotional ride these few days. Is it just me that is feeling it or is the toil of the long hours of activities hitting on us? Friendship can something be so fragil. I dun wanna to mention or try to mend it, if it is meant to, it will meant to be. What are friends exactly? Maybe I am too soft and easy to be manipulate. There is a reason why I am so to friends, but I guess time has come to decide which friends to be harsh to then.

I need a few long hours of sleep, with a long nice warm bath and a a trouble free mind for the next 12 hours to ease my tensed up body and mind. I am frustrated plus exhausted. I need my peace, my inner peace. I am going to lock myself up from the world of entertainment and friends temption for the coming one month, only people that deserve my attention will get my attention. PEROID.

"Lovers who love truly do not write down their happiness."

Wonderful saturday! =D Although I was still not feeling well, I still turn up to teach tuition. Another two weeks and I will say Bye Bye to the tuition center. I will be free on Saturday!! Friends that want to date me out! Now I can finally make it on a saturday afternoon~~, you people must be happy right! =D

Met RJ dear for dinner after tuition. I got my dougnuts, have been carving for it for sometime. Plus the fact I promise to buy for my younger sis to eat. Tomorrow is gonna be a LONG day of dance and assignments~! Looking forward to thursday for SENTOSA~~ it better dun rain.

Had a talk with my tuition boss and my decision on my future seem to get clearer as the days go by. With the economy going in the downfall , I doubt the timing of me coming out into the society is going to be the best choice. But we shall see yea, thanks a lot to all my friends that had given be suggestion and opinions on the science industry. I miss you peeps.

~ Life is never easy, we just have to take it in out stride. ~

P.s: For those that are interested in the post below. I never mention that the story happen on me AGAIN! haha~! thanks for all the concerns though!=D

The consequence of hectic time table, burning midnight oil to study and lecture everyday is to be sick. I have been sneezing for the past two days like nobody business! I have a premonition I am so gonna be down with fever soon! Been stuffing myself with vitamin C these two days, hopefully it works!

Tuitions are all coming to an end soon. And it is my turn to start studying for my exams! Half a year more before entering the working society. Is it good or bad? Hmm.

History of me and L has been repeating again and again in my life. Nat laopo, stay strong yea! Remember, you are doing just great. For those people that do not understand what I am trying to say.. you can try asking me, provided I am willing to fill you in with details! =p

Went for the fish spa + foot massage with nessa, Doreen and Henry that day. What an invigorating first time experience. But this is really fun, despite the ticklish part as I am super scared of that. Simply look at the face of mine in the pic below, I am trying hard to bear the tickling!!!!The aftermath of it, a pair of super smooth feet! haha!

Went through my tuition center interview smoothly and the only thing left to decide is if I want to take up my Honours studies. Hmm, mind too blocked up to think so I shall just keep in view first. I think I will just attend the student physco course first~! =D

On the side note: Happy one month darling~! (dated back to yesterday) Haa~! Irritating me decide not to greet that stupid boy the whole day until he tell me first. Anyway, be ready to tolerate more of my nonsense! =D

"Rome was not built in a day" =) Jia you!!!

Tough time comes and go. But things seem to hit on hard for my dear nat laopo. My dear, stand up high and strong. Let the man know that he had made a wrong decision. You are a wonderful girl and I am not the only one that commented on it. I know it must be hard but trust me you will have my support and I know you will be smiling in no time again right? Love ya babe. Remember what you told lao po wen:"You can live without somebody" We will live for ourselves ok? *hUggies* Ditch that Bleeding love!

Wednesday comes and go. Simple as it may seem to a lot of people, the time spend together is precious to me though. Friends ask me if I am sure with my decision, friends get worried about me. But all I want to say, trust me my friends, let me fall hard and strong if my decision is wrong, but I know all of you will still be there for me. =D

I have been through many r/s and I have seen a lot fo r/s through my friends. One thing I see is that all exs have negative thoughts about their ex. But I don't understand why some of them simply want to make thing difficult for the current gf of their ex. Is saying things to make the person irritated pleasing to you? hmm~! I never know. I bless you Andy and Iris. Stay happy and sweet together.

Why am I so busy when this is suppose to be a recess week for me? Busy but happy! COntridicitng right? But thats me! okay, back to Microbiology b4 heading to Sentosa!!!!

Parts of my beloves in my life! Ain't I glad I met them ! =)

Love is two sided, it depends on how you look at it!

Finally a recess week to all NUS-rians. Enjoy your week my beloves! As much as we understand that once the week is over, the exam craze will be chasing us behind, the feeling of not waking up early and the long traveling time make me elate for a spontaneous moment! WooHoo! So much said, I will be going back to be studying for my Human Physio revision after blogging this post~

A very Happy 22nd birthday to my Doreen darling! Babe, I know you must have enjoyed your celebration with Henry. Really hope everything goes smoothly and I shall see you two engage next year yea! *loVes you* and let meet up real soon~~~

I am looking forward to Wednesday~! =D

Small gestures, unintended sweet nothings. Everything are enough for me to fall into this man.

Trust is what I behold now. I pray that this fragil belief is there to stay.

Wedding dinner, absoutely love the atmosphere. I am happy for my cousin, may them stay blissful for the rest of their lives! New additions to our family yet again! =D


Small boys do not excite me. Oh man! Do I look like i am 16 or 17? Whatever! My term break excite me more! Despite the fact I still gonna mug for my human physio and microbio test and assignment. But at least I do not need to wake up early and travel all the way back to school and I will get to meet my nat and wen laopos! miss them dearly!

Down the road, we shall walk hand in hand! =D

..:: Alive and Kicking::..

A lot of people have been asking if I am okay and why is that I have not been updating blog.

Don't worry my beloved! I am alive. Alive and kicking.

Sorry for the lack of updates as I have been busy with school and some stuffs.

In fact, I have been experience happiness a lot recently! =D

I will try my very evry best to update yea! Meanwhile, remember to continue to miss and love me my beloves!

Alrighty, I should be back to my immunology notes! Damn, they are just so killing me!!
Btw, I am still thinking if I should take my honours year! The contridicting opinions I have been getting are meshed up in my puny brain!

Is jealousy the source of all troubles in a relationship?

..:: I Love My MuM::..

Slacking at home the whole day today. As usual, Monday is alway a rest day for me after the crazy time table I have in the weekends. Was bored after watching like 5 episodes of Gossip girl, I decided to paint my finger nails and toe nails. My cute mother kept insisting that I am going on a date tomorrow since I am usually lazy to paint my nails myself. I love my mum! Maybe I shall date her out instead! Gee~! By the way, on the record, I am not going dating ! Maybe meeting nessa darling for a swim tomorrow morning so thatI can have a nice slp at night. Do not ask me what is bothering me that I cannot sleep cos I will not say. =p

..:: How lOng can the sweet Dream Last?::..

I find it funny how guys try to know gurls using the same old pick up line. "So, How have you been?". " Hey, you look like one of my friend". "Hey, not out on a fri night?". "Hey, how life?". Presently, I am really sick of entertaining those guys and I just want to be myself. Cum'on, I can live without guys. Furthermore, after a nasty ungentlemanly action of a guy to strand a girl out in the street at 5am, I had enough. Why can't some guy just take rejection gracefully! It is so frustratingly annoying when the person you want to have attention with just treat you like granted but people you wish not to have interaction with to pester you everyday. I do not agree I am downright pretty or attractive! Please leave me alone! I had enough~

Enough of some nonsensical babbering to sastisfy myself. I promised Doreen darling that I will update my blog and here I am. My life have been pretty routine, surrounded my lovely care and concern from my darlings and kor~ and also with my dance. Nothing much to update beside the additional bruises I got from the seeminly continuous non-stoppable cherography trainings. One more month to school start and I can forsee a harsh battle awaiting me with all the tough modules! Oh man!

The below paragraph is specially for Kalene:

Kalene dear, I have no idea if you do read my blog. Please thanks for being such a darling dear and stand by my side no matter what happen. If there is one true friend that I have found in my University life, that will be you. You have no idea what a gem you have been and how you alway lighten up my mood whenever I see you in the long hours of lab practicals and mindless tests and horrible exams! Seeing you sitting right in front of me and giving me the big sunshine smile nv fail to wipe off half of the anxiety I have when I enter the examination hall. My dear, do know that no matter what happen you have me by your side. I really love you girl! *hUg*

"Smiling seem luxurious to me"

..::HapPy lUcky Day::..

I started off today with a wonderful notes and I think I will end it with a wonderful wonderful tune. *lalala* Nessa dear will know why! haha~! Anyway, I receive a call from Catherine, my long never contacted close friend in Seconday school. I am so glad that she is doing very well in term academically and also emotionally. Sorry dear that I was not around your side when you were in some serious emotion roller coaster in your previous relationship. I really hope that you will receive all the blessing in the current relationship k! Remember the overall package seem nice! haha~! Cannot wait to meet up with you next thursday, I am sure that we have a lot of things to talk about!

Another happy thing that happen to me is that I finally found the long lost book of my cousin! SO many long lost stuff today la! But seriously the book is some chinese novel and some old prints therefore, it is very difficult to find it in the book stores in town. I tried searching for the book in different bookstores for the past one week and none of them seem to be still holding the book! I am so glad that I found the book! The funny thing is guess where I found it? Under my bed! yes under my bed! Alright, I know I am very kuku!~ But my friends all should know that I am a very very blur person! so yea! I am so glad that I found the book.

Beside that I had a good talk with nessa dear and we are finally meeting doreen darling next tuesday when she is not flying. And nessa dear is staying over my house again next tuesday where we will go book our basic theory on wed! I am so excited! Woot~! so many things to do!!! Alrighty, I am off to prepare to go out le wor! my dear friends, Please enjoy the week and may God bless you all! Cos I certainly know he is blessing me with all the loves! =D

This is an old photo that me and nessa dear took a few year back! yea! Time to take new photo when I meet her again! Weet! =D

..:: Wonderful outing with wonderful company::..

I went on a very gentleman trip today with my god bro. When I say he is gentleman, I really mean it. Beside him paying for all the expenses from movie to dinner to sky train and the songs of the sea entry fee to sentosa, his every little gestures really show how much a gentleman he is. I really do think that his future gf or wife will be really a lucky and xin fu woman. So any of my single gf interested? I can intro! haha~ Anyway, the songs of the sea is really damn cool man, beside the lame story plot, I am really impressed with the standard of technology Singapore can put up with. After that went for a small walk with kor around sentosa, it was really fun la but it is really very humid. Therefore, I suggested to head back for vivo for some dessert before heading home. Wanted to treat him to ice cream, but silly him insisted for me not to spend so much and we settle for some sago ice in food court! [to say the truth, i din spend a cent the whole day man! -_-] Anyway I just want to thanks weiye kor for being there for me all the times. I have known for 7 years and ongoing and whenever i have trouble, he seem to just pop up like a genie. He understand me inside out and stand on the belief for me to be happy and not get hurt. Thanks kor! You are really important to me in my life!

Something random. I just got bitten by ONE stupid mosquito that I cannot kill in my room at 8 locations on my legs and hands in just one morning la! Stupid mosquito disfigure my hands and legs la! I am bent on finding the tootie mosquito and KILL it lah! this is so itchy!!

Some photos I took with kor! HapPy haPPy!!! =D

..:: Shopping, Drinking at Clinic!!::..

I am alway thinking how come some guy never knew how to treasure a girl when she is there for him and caring about him. ANd yet when the girl start to give up on him, he keep saying that he loves her. What good is it to mention it just in words and no actions. I bet a lot of girls have gone through this kind of process. Oh well, guys, remember to treasure the girl that is there for you k! Because she really loves you den!

Went out with nessa darlingx for shopping and chill out session. Waited for her to complete waxing before shopping and somehow I got into the situation that I have to go with her the next time she is going for waxing again! OH man! what have I got myself into!!! Anyway, my raid of the day: 1 top, 1 hair mask, 1 hairband, 1 hair clip, 1 superduper big bag and my monthly dosage of contact lenses! wah!! This is so sinful ah!! I need to save MONEY!!!! =p

Nessa darling was not feel the best of her mood and wanted to drink. So we headed down to clarke quay (the clinic ) to chill out. We tried out the beer, cocktails and shots there. It has been so long since I drink hard liquor can but it feel good to relax myself sometime also. We had some crazy fun there, thats y I think girls outing is so fun (especially when it is me and vanessa, lol~!) Din managed to capture photo of both of us, but got a photo of the shots we drank, it is pretty la! And the waiter (the one that insisted that we cannot be single, lol!) was nice enough to give us a shot of pure chocolate to dip the strawberries! Heavenly! =D Hope my nessa darlingx is feeling better ! *hUgs*

Isn't it pretty?? =D

..::New LIfe, New Me::..

Sorry that I have not been updating this blog for a LONG LONG time. I am currently in holiday before I am entering my third year in NUS. Nightmare is finally going to be over soon! Up to date, I am quite pleased with my results in year 2 and I shall continue to work harder for my third year.

Relationship wise, I am back to single. Many people ask me if I am sure about my decision about the break up. I dunno what to tell them, but that a break up really clear up a lot of doubts in my mind that lingered for a long time. Time shall tell, if we are really meant to be together, we will, even after 10 years! O.o I am now catching up with a lot of my friends that I have lost contact. True friends are really quiet angels that will alway be there for you when you have problem remembering how to fly. => I thank god to betroth me with many of those.

I am back to intensive dance trainings for the august concert and have been receiving many many blue black on my knees and leg. I get ugly feets and leg cos of dance!!!! oh man~~~~ I look like I was being abused~ lol..

I am free free free, in mind, in physical, in my dream , my passion! I am going to make myself to be happy in my mind and life. My friends~ DATE ME OUT!!!! =D

I wanna watch KUNGFU PANDA and i am rotting from all the waiting!!! DAMN IT!