..::tHings a BoyFriend shOuld do::..

- Sneak up behind her

- Grab her by the waist

- tell her shes beautiful

- tell her she has amazing eyes

- when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend

- Say i love you to her face not overthe phone or myspace

- if shes sad take her in your arms andtell her everything will be okay

- kiss her on the forehead

- when you walk with her walk slowly.

- Tickle her even when she says stop

- Call her just to say I Love You.

- Don't be afraid to hold her hand in public.

- Dont say i love you Unless you MeanIt.

AnGie darling, if you are reading this, I dedicate the above to you ok! Please learn to stay happy in a relationship and dun let urself get hurt again and again. Find a guy that will really treat you well all the times and not the honeymoon period only. I know it is difficult to let go fo R... now but do you think you will gain more happiness being back to the happy, cheerful and confident Angie that I know and met in my Poly? Gurl, know that your friends are alway by your ur side no matter what happen okie! I still love you as much as last time, if it is so.. i will hold your hand in public and announce you proudly to my friends if we are walking on the street k! *cheer up my gem*

Christmas has came and gone, followed by new year, the next event, CHINESE NEW YEAR. hmm.. but CNY will never be the same as last time with my family problem and my grandfather passed away. Nevertheless, I have my boy to accompany me on those few days and not forgetting my weekend darlingxs.. haha! Let me see, Doreen, Diana, Darren, ALvin the joker... ... and many more. Hopefully my boy will not get guard duty on the few chinese new year, let me pray...Holidays are coming to an end and school is reopening yet again. haiz, talking about school made me sad seeig my result for semester 1 to be that bad. So bye bye slacking and it is serious time to work hard.. Pig and ngee jie advise me not to take up too many tuition assignments and concentrate more on my studies. Think it is pretty wise eh! lol! SO I am going to stick on to my tuition assignment and one more Primary 4 kid in TPY. A brand new start to a brand new year.

WELCOME 2007!!!

..::HoLidaYS::..

Life cannot be any happier for me now!! haha~! HOliday, thats the big event. Finally, a whole 3 weeks of torture are gone. And there is something that I learned in this process and that is that birthday, sickness and examination really make a super duper bad combination. Neverthless, I am 20 years old le!! haha~! and I got my Anna Sui perfume!! haha, with courtsey from my boy friend! yippie... Btw, Thanks Catherine darlIng for still remembering my burfday, haha! I mISs ya a lot ger! *muacks*

mY pREsSie!!

burfday Ger wiTh preSsie

I love yoU babY!

Anyway, I was super sick, sown with fever and flu during the 3 days when I am having my 3 major papers, gRrRRr, it is really a torture man. But was really touched by my mum. She gotta work but still take care of me like a little princess, and so worried that I cannot go for my paper... *awW* thanKs muMmy, I loVe ya!! *muacks*

Now that the examinations are over, I am so going to relax and slack man. But the next sem aka battle start. Seriously I think Uni is super duper stressed, kinda of regretted going in. But thanks a lot to a lot of my friends that encourage me when I was feeling so down while studying for my examination. People like Angie, Wenyan, you gers are the best. I am going to continue my slacking period right now... lol!

*lOve loVe*

..::signing off witH HUgs anD KiSses::..

KiTty

..:: Treat or Trick::..

A lot of people will be celebrating Halloween today, so it would either be a treat or trick. But i think god has chosen trick for me. A lot of thing wen through my mind yesterdea and today, why is it that bf has to be so possessive and suspicious of everything. I promise myself, I shall never look for another boyfriend that live in the shadows of his ex. Celeste lied to you going out with another guy, two timing you. Well, I told u i am going out with my friends.

Now i start to realised that I am spending a lot of time bwing with his friends and hanging out with his friends. In turn, I neglected my own friends. I put in the effort and nv grudge when you ask me to meet ur friends, why can't you do it to me too? you choose to go out with your friends, clubbing, enjoying, for 3 consecutive nights, while i am studying at home. No girls will keep mumb about it. Now that i only went out with my friends for a dinner and some fun, you keep saying i lie to you.

You say i turn back on my words. How about you? you promised me not to smoke but yet you did. I argued with you over it then i give in, cos i am scare of losing you. Do you feel the same way too. Is it that I choose to give in and that is how you treat me yet after. Life is rather tiring . Maybe his lifestyle is more to clubbing, knowing more girls, flirt around, have fun and being single. More and more now that the friends that he hang around with are all single now. you rather be single?

WHat excatly is that you want? making me confused and suffocated. I am very miserable here but do you know? I am lost and i need a listening ear, a helping hand, a shoulder to lean on. can u? but instead all i hear and experience is arguments and quarreling. My tears has run dry, where is the andy that is so understanding and willing to put in effort to make me happy? where is the andy that is caring and seem to be alway by my side? Is it true that guy dun treasure once they own it? God, please tell me what to do? Dun call me unless you have something sensible and definite to tell me... ... i am dead.. gone and vanised.

GONE

::In LivinG wiTh cHemistry Lecture::

I am doing updating in a lecture now, mainly for one reason, the lecture is so damn boring. My study break is coming finally, but as the name implies, it is a study week and there are so many projects, assignment, essays and term papers coming up. I should seriously tell myself to study, too much slacking is not goof for moi.


Mummy has done her operation and i think that she is having a fast recovery. However, the financial problem int he family is still not solved yet. Hmm, I had just made a decision this moning and that is to prepare to hold a group tuition at home. The transport fee for going around to give tuition is just too wasteful and tiring for myself. More planning has to be done and I need to contact my childhood tuition teacher for some help in printing the paper and my boyfriend to help in getting those paper up around the few block around my neighbourhood. I shall now go back to my lecture and be a good ger. Will update again when I have the time k!

..::Life is Tiring::..

After so many days of not meeting my baby, I finally got to meet him today. He is being very sweet, despite my constant unreasonable action recently. His actions and his words really tell me that he loves me a lot a lot. Dearie, I am so sorry for all the temper as there is really a lot of thing happening within my family. I ensure that you are the one I loved and one that I really wanna treasure in my whole life.


School examinations are coming for all my tutees and all the parents are requesting to increase the number of tuition session. I am so tired everyday after dragging myself to school everyday and going to teach tuition after that. My friends say that I am crazy to slog myself so much, but all I can say is that if I am given the choice, I will also wanna be like them. To take money from parents and have no worries at all. But every family has their own problems and all I can say is that instead of procrastinating, I will learn to live with the problem and pursue my education just like how I had dreamt myself of doing university studies since young. To be able to study is like fulfilling my own dreams, so no qualms. I am suppose to go sleep now cos I have lesson tomorrow. Nevertheless, I am looking forward to tomorrow cos I will get to see my dearie. Hee, Good night my dear friends!

..::Life is so tiring::..

After so many days of not meeting my baby, I finally got to meet him today. He is being very sweet, despite my constant unreasonable action recently. His actions and his words really tell me that he loves me a lot a lot. Dearie, I am so sorry for all the temper as there is really a lot of thing happening within my family. I ensure that you are the one I loved and one that I really wanna treasure in my whole life.


School examinations are coming for all my tutees and all the parents are requesting to increase the number of tuition session. I am so tired everyday after dragging myself to school everyday and going to teach tuition after that. My friends say that I am crazy to slog myself so much, but all I can say is that if I am given the choice, I will also wanna be like them. To take money from parents and have no worries at all. But every family has their own problems and all I can say is that instead of procrastinating, I will learn to live with the problem and pursue my education just like how I had dreamt myself of doing university studies since young. To be able to study is like fulfilling my own dreams, so no qualms. I am suppose to go sleep now cos I have lesson tomorrow. Nevertheless, I am looking forward to tomorrow cos I will get to see my dearie. Hee, Good night my dear friends!

Life is A chore...

I finally understand that schooling is indeed more tiring than working. Assignments and projects are breathing down my neck currently. I am suppose to be preparing for an oral presentation right now and yet here am i updating my blog! OMG~! well, I do need some enjoyment anyway. SOrry peeps for not updating my blog recently as I had some problem logging into blogger recently.

School has really been really busy and tiring. Tests are coming again . It is just so irony that when you are working you feel like studying and yet when you are studying, you feel like working again. Mum going for the operation tomorrow, may god bless her that everything will go smoothly for her. I am really worried about the situation in my family now, but I guess the best that I can do right now is to believe that thing will smoothen out as time goes by.

Baby has really been a sweet love recently and we are coming to 6 months in another 2 hours and 6 minutes. It is such a miracle how we got to know each another then (close friends would know how) and still be together for so long. This is the first time I have a boyfriend that make me feel so emotionally attached to him and make me feel that I cannot do without him. Darling, I really love you and I will learn to treasure you much better de.

HappY Advanced( 2 hours and 4 minutes) Half a Year aNNiversaRy!!!

fInalLy some UpdATe.. LOl

School has started for me once again. Moving on from poly life to university life is really a nerve wreaking process. Seriously, I would have thought that Republic Poly system was bad enough, but when I start to work around with NUS balloting and bidding system, I simply nearly committed sucide. School had started for about 3 days now. Today is Wednesday and I am at home, having no lesson, hee! Poor Vivian still has to go back for a 2 hours lecture.

Lectures are simply boring, maybe it could be due to the fact that it is the first lesson and all the lecturers seem to be propaganding me about how important is Chemistry, thinking skills, genetics, blah blah blah. But I really do thanks a lot of people in order for me to sucessfully get into university and I have promised myself that I will not let down these people. Saying so, I will work hard and try to get into the honours programs, doing my best and trying my best! Darling has been really supportive toward me attending school. Thanks a lot love!

Five months with my boy and he surprised me with a bouquet of 12 roses. Gee! *shy* I was really surprised as I alway have conversation with him on how he did not get me any flower before. And to date, that is the biggest bouquet of flower I have ever received. We went to took some neo print at Cineleisure after that, met Sharon, Jeffery , Doreen and Alvin there. We 6 kukus tried to take neoprint together despite we did not really know how that particular machine works! LOL, in the end, hmm, you can guess the quality of the masterpiece. Anyway, I will post up the photos as soon as my darlign scan them and send to me. HaPpy 5 MonThnivessary darlIng... Looking forward to more!

I have stopped working at Pool fusion then, gotten my pay yesterday. Thus, I have decided to wash off any matter with regard with that stupid company. Despite so, I truly hope that the case of the lost IC can finally come to an end. My life can revolved around my school, giving tuition, my family, my friends and of course my beloved Boy. I will also be updating more often now that I have more time in front of my lappy! Life is getting better but stressful as I can foresee, may my passion and strength lie with me to overcome the obstacles.

To dear Angie, Congrats on the engagement girl. Hope Remy can really give you the happiness that you have been searching for so long. One more thing, try to understand him yea, staying i hostel do post a lot of problem to couple, but work with him to solve them. May you two have a blissful future.

To the woof woof in the tagboard, whom I have no idea the person is. If you want to woo girls such as angie from my blog. I am sorry, she is engaged. I do not appreciate non constructive comments too. Be it my english is good enough, it is my business and maybe you really think yours english is really good? Think twice yea! Do not throw your own face. One more thing, this is MY blog, I can choose the type of english I want to type the entry, so what I like internet language and singlish leh? what can u do lehz? BUZZ OFF!

**University UpdaTes**

Time for some updates again. Hee, sorry folks for the lack of updates!! Anyway, I have received the reply from NUS and I am posted to Arts and Social Science. Apperently, I was ready to give up a month ago, thinking of taking physocology if I am going to take up Arts and social science. But I decided to try out appealing even though the chances is so slim. I was so happy when the Vice-dean of Biological Science called me up and asked me to go down for a talk. Hope sparked up again after the long hours of discussion with him and advices. I had to make a trip back to Republic Polytechnic to retrieve some documents and I must really thanks Dr Jasmine Heng and the other staffs for their prompt reaction and helps in my appeal. Just last week, I received that my appeal is Successful!!!! I am so happy, I am admitted in Life Science of NUS. Thats excatly what I want to pursue. Thinking about the whole event, I really got a lot of people that helped me in this appeal.

I got to thanks Hui Ying for the so many times to accompany to NUS to hand the so many damn appeals and forms, thats what a true friend for! *winks* Thanks Professor Chan for the chances given to me. Thanks Dr Jasmine Hang and the RP staffs to help me in my appeal in a way or another. Thanks my bao bei for being there for me to encourage me throughout the whole process when I am feeling low and negative. I feel so blessed! gee

**I havE gRadUAteD!!!!**

I have graduated! haha~! yea finally, I have received my diploma. Really glad that my effort paid off for the last semester of my three years in Republic Polytechnic. Managed to graduate with a diploma with distinction, my advanced diploma and also a module award for genomics, was rather surprised, but an unexpected monies of $100. => Went for the ceremony and saw a lot of my friends there, think it is going to be pretty long before all of us have any chance to meet out together again like that. The school played some video that made all of us so emotional. Really enjoyed my poly friends, made some real friends and gone through some up and down in it. Think I am not gonna forget about this memories yet so far. Some pics below took with moi friends.

tHe dance Gers!

tHe gers With two Army Props! lOL!

mE and JoaNne~

Jia LoNg and mOi!

tHe preTty gers

MosT of The SAS people!!

me ANd naTalIe laoPo!! *muacks*

Me N vaNessa!

Another thing, Happy 21st birthday my darling boy!! I am sorry that there is only so little I can do fro ur birthday yea! Hope you will enjoy my company and also the cake. Anyway, I cannot wait for spend tomolo with him. Shall update more about it tomorrow yea. Hopefully we will take more photos.

Before I close this entry, just something for the girls in Australia. I know all of ya are being very stressful to keeping up the standard for ya high distinction and everyone of ya are stressed. But I really hope things are going well for all of u. It is so difficult for all of us to meet together and get to know each another, we spend so much time in SIngapore struggling while everyone is having holiday, and that where our bond is build. I really hope that if there is anything displeased within all of ya , talk thing out and treasure the friendship and the bond it took time and pains and efforts for us to build for two years! I really miss all of ya and good luck for ur exams! Work hard and I believe that your efforts will be paid off! (",)

**lEt Me COMPLAIN**

Come to think of it, no one seem to understand the agony of me working at this stupid company. Not my family, not even my boyfriend. All they tell me is how bad the company systemis how shrewd the boss is and stuff. COme on, I mean, I can see and feel all these myself too can't I. WHy can't anyone of you stand in my shoe and understand why is it that I am biting my teeth and still go to work everyday.It is not about choosing to do the thign I like to do anymore, it is to support for my family in any tiny part I can. Is it helping that theya re angging around my ears every single time they see me? I doubt so. Rather, wun it be comforting to have someone by your side to encourage and comfort you instead. ENough nonsense from work and in turn i becoem the one to comfort them that I know what I am doing and ask them not to worry about me. *gRrR* I need a breather too!

Spent the two month anniversary with him. Everything on the surface look so wonderful, he did a lot of sweet things. But why do I feel a tinge of unieasiness the whole night? He sighed a total of 7 times, when asked it is alway nothing. *haIx* I dun deny that I am tired, but who dun when you chatted into the wee hours of 3am the previous night and wake up at 9 to work till night? I am only human. I hated it when he sensed something is wrong and all he do is to sms other people. He thinks I did not know that, well simply, my observational skill is not that bad. What the need to sms other people when the person of concern is just lying beside you? Feeling bored, tell me what you wanna me to do? I am really speechless and I really dunno how to handle this situation. He seem like a deep ocean, there is so much of him I do not know, his past and stuffs. He is feeling bored, sad and uneasy, all I feel is useless. I cannot make him happy any time I want just like his ex, with just the choice of words she use.

I think I am not useless, I am who I am. Accept or release it. I am not one that allow other to push me and manipulate me with. Darn irriatted by the whole thing. Come to think of it, is there a hidden meaning behind the question he asked me last night in the cinema? " Are we compaitable?" Darn him!

..:: If I lay here, would you just lie with me and forget about the world?::..

**New LIfe New ConTentmeNts**

On the demand of my cute boyfriend, I gotta post a photo of him and me together here. Btw, we are coming to two months and I am feeling really happy together with him. Really sorry about the lack of updates my friends, been really caught up with working and spending time with my dearie. I gotta my acedemic transcripts and I passed with diploma with distinction. Haa, I am so happy, at least all the hard work I had put in was not gone to waste.


I went for the SIA interview and now left with the last round. Pretty much ina dilemma, but think I would go for the last interview before deciding on what to choose for my future. Sorry for the short update, but let me compensate with some photos k! Gee..


Btw, ANgie, Wenyan and Clar, if you three see this entry, remember to inform me when u gers are back in singapore k! We go makan so singapore food and I miss u gers so much. Bring some photos back and good luck for all ya exams. Soar with your dreams! =>


Now for some photos:




thats me and him!







Thats me in KabaYa!!




Thats all Folks!!!

Living On bravely~

The worst way to miss somebody is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can't have them.

For those who understand what I am saying, good for you~! Anyway, I have learnt to move on after all the threatens from Xian Keng. Thank Jie Mei!! and forget about the dumpster k! hOhohO! All I am asking now is to concentrate on moi studies, get into university and get myself busy with dancing bahz, in this way my life will be happier.

p.s : xk ah... forget about mx too k! u deserve better too!! haha~! thanks for travelling down all the way to seng keng to find me!! *touched*

Deep down inside I know i will not give up, but maybe friends is stilla better choice for both of us. God has all the plans for us bahz! Things are getting complicated in moi life and I feel it is only going to get worst, but thanks Pig, Ngee Jie, Janice and Xian Keng to be alway there for me. Like what all peoplesay, you will only know who is ur true friends when you are in need. =)

** FRuITfUl dAYs**

I am been spending fruitful days for the past few week, mainly working at Big Boyz Toyz, training for my dance, having my dance examiniation, dance performances and not forgetting about celebrating my birthday!! hee!! Really busy but really well-spent!


I was working at the Big Boyz Toyz exhibition can Expo, pay is rather good, $10 dollar per hour. The experience is really fresh as I have to dress up as an angle, gee *stop luffing you!!* while my friends has to dress up as cowgirl, devil, cheerleader and nurse respectively, mainly characters that guy fantasy about. Expo is damn cold and so many of us fall sick, now getting better le hopefully. Anyway, if you dress up like this and walk aroung the IT exhibition to give out flyer, so many phtotgrapher will come and ask to take photos of you, it is so weird!! I even has people giving me cards of modelling agency and ask me to be model, but HELLO, I am like 160cm only?? hee... Some photos:

The gers without me~!

mE and sham

Dance has been super busy. I have been training like mad in preparation for my CHinese Dance grade examination, which took place at 24th November. A big burden seem to be off my shoulder once I had finish it, now what left is the result le. But news don't seem so well, apperently, my instructor has already got our grade and she mentioned that the examiner has super high expectation on my grade as it is the last grade of the CHinese Dance grades. Oh well, think I will not hold too high a hope to obtain good grade! =P On the other hand, school dance is fun, we just had a performance in school in view of hosting the Japanese students that came our school and that are all so cute. The guys and gers are simly so warm heatening, they are so not shy and kept asking the dance people to take photos with them, so kawaii!!!! Now the next upcoming performance will be the open house performance and it is also going to be the third years last performer in school yet.. so hmm, suddenly feel so sad!

SOme photo of us and the Jap students!!

My birthday was spent working in the morning and the afternoon, but I really want to thanks everyone that greeted me and make an effor to remember my borthday. I am so touched. AT night dear TRY to organise a surprise cake cutting but he did not realised his acting damn poor sia!! haha~! but I do appreciate his effort thanks alot!

Next up will be thank you list:

1. Darling for being so sweet and organise the suprise cake cutting ceremony! *muacks*
2. My family members who are alway so dear to me!! ( jie for the bag and ray for the Fox T-shirt!
3. Catherine dear for calling me all the way from Thailand to wish me happy birthday!
4. Wenyan and ANgie for coming down for the celebration so late and the PooH!!
5. Celine and DIana for the sweet pink top and celebrating with me.
6. Vincent, Andrew, Angelina, Nana, SImon, Wilson, Junyi for coming down and celebrating with me.
7. Weixun kor for the sms greeting!
8. Lynal for the waffle as cake?!? *gee*
9. Sham, Vanessa for working with me and ur greetings.
10. Markus for the msn greeting.
11. Wei Hong for the late greeting. =P
12. All that wish me and I really cannot remember le... really thanks a lot friends, you all made my day special!! *muacks*
    
    

..::WondErFUl 2nd AnniVersaRy::..

First of all.. Happy 2nd anniversary my love!! yep.. two years had flown and I am still happily attached to my boyfriend !!! hehe... and he gave me a total sweetness, total surprise celebration. He booked a room at The Gallery Hotel. Well, it is said to be awarded the Hippest hotel in Singapore. The design of the exterior and the interior of the hotel is really nice but the only thing is that the toilet and the size of the hotel room is rater small.

hMm.. okay.. at first dear told me that we are going to a poolside resturant to eat our lunch and it is at the 5 floor, while we are walking to the pool, we brought me to the room. This is not the most surprising part, the most surprising part is that he went there much earlier and uses rose petals and design a heart shape on the bed.. it is really so sweet, realled melted... hee!! After that we exchanged our gift,

his gift to me: a plant tree, it is something grown sithin the capsule, named victo representing luck and victory. The cute part to it is that it actually grow, we will just need to water it once every three days. Darling bought two and each of us has one each and we hung them on our handphones.. so nice... i simply will stare blankly at it haha!~ The other gift my hunny gave me, a handmade closet that store the whole set of the winnie the pooh family, it is simply so adorable, imagine a guy make it himself, the effort of him to even think of the idea is simply endearing... dear asked me to write how I felt about the surprise he prepared for me at the back of the closet, but my house has no nice marker to write, so I gotta buy one soom.

My gift to him: a box which comprises of a tin of sweet, a total of 484 handfolded swans (we counted it together.. hee) , and a sweet cross stitch for him. SInce it is our anniversary, I am think of doing something together ahh, and thus I did not fram the cross stitch and instead we are going to have it framed together and put it in his roomy!! Really glad that dear dear like what I made for me, being financially bounded, this is the best I can do le!! hee..

we went to makan the Bu KU TaU at mohammad sultan road, the one famous for all the clubbers.. haha~! it is really yummy, full le, we bought some snacks and two bottle of Barcardi Peach and went back to the hotel room and slack le. I had so much fun bathing too, I got my bubble bath, to add spice to it, I added the rose petal *winks* smells wonderful~!!! haha!! Really had a loving and wondeful day with lovey that day!! The morning next day, I finally ate my longed craved breakfast buffet after some hiccups, but overall, I will think the hotel is pretty goodie... and best of all, I spent an unmemorable anniversary with my love one....

pixs we took:

mE anD darlIng

Rose petals on the bed

cuTey Victo =p

poOhy pressie

wIth DoOr opEn... ...

rosy petals in bath tub!!!

roOm.. ...

Overall, I will really love to thanks my darling for being with me for the past two years, enduring all my nosense and temper. Noone understand much better than he does and he alway has his own ways to make me laugh and be happy when I am feeling down and sad. Really glad to find a boyfriend like him, can settled down le.. haha =p... hope my darling really like the gifts I made for him. We will be together with more anniversaries to come and I will stick to him forever!!!! *muacks*

+[[models are ugly!!!]]+

My sister is one of the organisers for the annual elite models competition. Watching the tv show like American Next Top Model and other shows, I alway had the impression that models are women that have wonderful body and angelica face, BUT!! But after looking at the photos of the finalists of the Elite Top Models, I really think that the standard of the women are really.... hmm, only one or two are pretty. Come to think of it, the models are normally extreme thin till they look like slogging their back, so ugly,with some super drmatic make-up, is it due to their ugly faces? bleahs, ok.. I have nothing against model and I do admit I had saw some really pretty models, but the standards I see now... hmm!! Go and take a look my friends: http://www.elitemodellooksingapore.com/blog_main.htm

Think you can look at their blogs too, some pretty funny with nice photos too.. Go take a look~!!

Preview of some of the finalist:

Tan Yuxiu

Renee

Shi Yun

Sarah

Samantha

XiaoYun

Jessica

Amber

Brenda

Amanda

Kayleigh

Watching the Cancer charity show now while typing this entry, come to think of it the nkf issue had been over for a long time, but i think that the memory of what happen still linger on people minds, cause looking at the figures jumping on the television now, it is like so slow. Hopefully the show can be success bah, can really see that the celebrities put in a lot of effort into this show.

By the way,

ANYONE STAYING OR KNOW PEOPLE STAYING AT PASIR RIS DRIVE 3 TO 10 BLOCK 633 TO 737 OR BEDOK RESERVOIR BLOCK 726 TO 738 ??? please contact me... my dad is doing this job on conducting sort of a survey and need to find people staying at these places. Please help me k!! *winkz*

..:: dUsty PosT ::..

Think I am being cursed and swared by a lot of people of being lazy to update my blog... gee... how everyone know what a lazy blogger I am... =P Furthermore, I am addicted to a Korean show, DA CHANG JIN... so damn nice and touching.. *sob soB* but anyway, I think i will update my blog before someone hold a chopper and run after moi!! *hOhoHo*

First thing first, Think i really very long never update my blog le, why the page for the create post become so weird. The option portion is so blardy long and weird... is it the blogger is down or is it only myself is weird? hMm...

Anyway I have handed in my FYP first draft le...one big burden off my shoulder, that why I have so much time to watch my vcd.. hOhoHo.. Hopefully Doreen can faster correct and hand it back to us... though I dun have much faith in her though!! Even thought my FYP is more or less done, the next thing to do will be PP, but somehow i just cannot find the motivation to start doing it.. haiz... plus my tutee PSLE and final year examination are all coming up.. so worried for them... *pRAY haRd*

When to do protein treatment for hair again with Clarissa, Wenyan and Sham... I kana the weird weird stylist but he seem quite nice even though he like dunno what to talk man.. *lOlx* But the funny thing is that the stylist manager, D*****, sms me and ask me out for a movie... I was like "what the" ... haha!! Now I really must have the second thought when I am going down there again.... I must go down with one BIG group... wahahah!!

School going to reopen next week le, but the strange thing is that the result for the last semester till now is still not out yet.. I really hope that I can get at least 2As for the result. Proteomics understanding test 4 result is out le... and I get a ... *drumroll* A .. yippy... now I can forfeit the first C i gotten for the UT 1... Phew... now really hope to get into a good class for next semester, din really enjoy some of the classes I attended last semester, torturing to even think back.. but anyhow... good luck to myself bah!! *cross finger*

Anyway, befor I end this post I wanna dedicate somthing to ANgie:

Ger... I know that you wanna people to encourage you so that you have the strength to hold on to your decision to hope that Shuan will turn around one day. But seriously, like I told you, it is really very heartache to see my dear friend to be so sad and heart broken... I really hope that you can be happy and lead your way. This might not be what you wanna to hear but seriously my dear... listen to your heart k...but whatever you choose, I will support you. But the main thing, is dun regret your choice and follow ur heart. Without a man.. there are still a lot of sistas outta standing by your side de!! *jia You*

Not going to update soon until I finish my fyp report... I am really stressed now, meeting with lots of datelines and plus ipbms!! *bless me with the strength to conquer all these*

ANyway I have a wonderful day with my boyfriend today, sweet sweet him!! =D

Okay.. check back here in three weeks time bahz!! *bleah*

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Hi peeps... long time no see le.. I have been pretty lazy in updating my blog, mainly because of the busy and hectic life I am living in now. Everyday to go school, after that gotta do my fyp lab session, when I reached home after the long day, the moment I lied on my bed, my eyes seem to close automatically. Nothing wow happened between these long peroid, all that happen are school, fyp, dance, study understanding test, sleep, eat, and do nothing....

Anyway, I realised that time really flies really fast, another 5 months or so, I might be not in Singapore and at Australia to pursue my degree. The plan of internation program of biomedical science seem to have offered to me like a year so ago and now, all the planning at takeing place now. Asked my dad about the bank loan, knowing about the financial problem that my parents are undergoing now, I really do kind of thinking twice before really deciding to go ahead with the plan. However, daddy say by sept he would know if there is a need for bank loan, seeing if his business deal work out or now.. *prAY haRd*

School has been pretty tiring, the problems are getting more and more labour intensive.... and more thinking involved. Nothing much to say in school, but thanks to a bunch of great friends, school is not that irking afterall:

Angie: my forever gossiping and talking buddy... been teaching me to pon school!! *tsk tsk tsk*

Clarissa: being in the class mean more talking, been fun talking to her.. loVe yOu ger...

my FYP mates( beside clarissa, there is wenyan, wanyan and sham):

Gers.. you guys made my days... times when we fall down in the planning and execution of our fyp.. we are alway together and work together.. I will nv forget you guys...

And to all the friends in my different classes, been great learning with you people, get to know some new people this sem too, such as jialong and kelly.. they are fun... The semester is ending already le, in a flash of light, my three years of poly life is coming to an end.. i will really really miss these day!!! *mUacKsSSss*

why is it that all boyfriends will expect their girlfriend to go their house and pei them? I dun understand why is it that Eugene cannot even think of a simple thing like angie boyfriend... to see dogs?? or even plan a day for picnic? All he think is to go his house? oh Man.. I understand that he has no much money, me too! if ever he will understand how I feel... i feel like i am alway the guilty one and alway the one not putting in effort. Is it my wrong that I have dance, have UT, i am not feeling well, I have to do FYP that I cannot accompany him? I thought we have already thought about it during our second year that I am gonna be super busy if I am going to take up the ipbms, plus all the PP and FYP we have to do in order to gradate.. he say he understand ! I mean come on.. so this is the way he understand and will support me? i cannot only say one thing! BULLSHIT~!!! arghz!!!!